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종현 oppa,stay strong!

2010-11-06T00:40:00.007+08:00

종현 oppa, please stay strong. I know it's not your fault.You got the right to choose your own life :) No one can blocked you from doing anything. Don't listen to the rumours!Just be yourself Oppa ! =]

Don't be sad 종현!!!I'll still support you no matter who you are :) Those biatch is totally out of their mind.Just don't care what they said.Don't give up.!!You're the best..be happy with yourself kay?Cheer up :)

Aegyo Oppa!!!I still remember about the dream that I dreamt about you.After I dreamt about you,the next day you announced that you're dating for a month already.LOL.I was kinda shocked because I dreamt about you just yesterday.And now you said you have girlfriend :) That was my first time liking you..ROFL!

After looking at the pictures of you and her,I feel that both of you looks sweet and cute together.I really wish that both of you will be happily forever.HOWEVER,I didn't expect this to be happened on you,why on earth there is an increase of anti-fans??bullshit!!.___. I just don't understand why!!WAE??It's not like you're gonna married them right?damn useless..

I saw the goodbye stage video in music bank last two weeks.I really hate to say this but why SHAWOL only cheer for other member but not YOU??WHY!!I hate this..I get angry when I see the video..WHAT IS WRONG WITH THOSE PEOPLE??=[ I hate to see you teared and you bowed to them,no one even responsed.=[ I just hate you doing that.It's not your fault oppa!!

I want to see your real smile again =] I don't wanna see your fake smile..You've been in pain for such a long time.I don't wanna see you hurt yourself again.Please come back,Jong Hyun!!I know you can do it JH!!Believe in yourself.I know all the "fans" wants you to break off with her,please don't do it!!You will only hurt yourself much in the future..

"BE STRONG 종현오빠 "

A♦B♦C♦D

2010-11-05T21:59:00.003+08:00

►From top : Infinite,Daeguk Nam Ah(D-NA)◄

OMO

I can't control myself anymore :(

I'm in love again.

Karam & Maknae Jay from D-NA!!

Both of them is my next target..

However,Maknae Jay is younger than me 1 year(buhuu T.T)

But nevermind lah,age doesn't matter to me....^^

I am still Lee.Park.Park.Kang

I am GiDer

I am Gigi

My nickname is Gigi or GiDer =p

Where is my susu?? *kekex*

SPM is getting nearer soon

What am I doing here right now??

LoL..I'm updating my blog lahh of course =]

Sigh..I've never been really studying all these while.

I did but I scare I will forget...

Sigh =[

Why oh why??

GTG,

I seriously can't think of anything right now....=/

ADIOS!!!

샤이니♥♥

2010-10-24T20:34:00.004+08:00

샤이니 @ 슈퍼주니어 Kiss The Radio

샤이니.
왜!
왜 샤이니?
샤이니 jjang!!♥♥

I had a wonderful dream scence yesterday.
I am not sure it is supposed to be a good dream or a bad dream =x
I am sure you're wondering what dream I dreamt yesterday right?
(LOLS!)
I actually dreamt about 샤이니(SHINee).LMAO!!
I was shocked to dream about them!!
All of sudden 샤이니!!!
=]

weirdo :)
Actually I dreamt about other K-pop idol before 샤이니.
eg : 슈퍼주니어(super junior) & U-KISS
OMO!!!what on earth i dreamt about all of the handsome prince ??!!!
damn it!! ==

The scence of the dream was actually like this :-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Somewhere,somehow I was @ a supermarket with Jqi & Wee Ching together.
Somewhere,somehow, 3 of us saw 샤이니 infront of us!!(i think??)
Then,somewhere,somehow,I slipped down and drop on the floor as we were following them.(can't remember how and why I drop)
After that,somewhere,somehow, mr 김종현(JongHyun) saw me as the other member was walking forward.
Somewhere,somehow,then he walk towards to me and help me.
That time,Jqi & Wee Ching were beside me..
After that,I woke up from my dream..
When I woke up,it was already 11.00 am
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LOLXX
seriously I was totally shocked when I open my eyes.
I quickly messaged Jqi and told her about it.
However,she also dreamt about SHINee's MinHo
hahaha..
both of us so "ngam" man!!
After that,my family went to SS17 for breakfast + lunch.

Later in the afternoon till now,
I'm still thinking about the dream!!
Why on earth I only can see 종현 in my dream but not 기범(Key)??
왜왜왜???
I actually admire Key not JongHyun.
but Jqi told me maybe JongHyun is the one?
not Key??
왜종현??
Ahhh!!I think I starting to like 종현??
I ♥ his voice.
He looks arrogant to me!!gee..hahaha
but I can't like 종현 because he is Hyunae's dinasour and charity's ♥
Because of that I can't like him.
I don't deserve to like him LOL
I like JongKey couple!!

Anyways,it is just a fantasy world lol.
It is not reality. =]
But if this really happens on me,
the same scence happen on me,
I guess I'll be in comma forever??
CHOI!!*touchwood*
(i wish this really happens in reality...xDD)

I really miss you ,
and in my mind I can still see the image of you =]

비스트-Oasis

2010-10-24T01:10:00.003+08:00

비스트

This is for my breaking soul
Yes. You know what?
Listen

세상에 끝에 섰을 때 길이 보이지가 않을 때
누군가 필요했었죠
어둠에 갇혀있을 때 빛이 보이지가 않을 때
손길을 기다렸었죠

그대는 모르죠 세상에 단 하나 그대가
Only one more than better world

I believe dream for you and me
메마른 나의 하루에 단비로 내려 내 마음에 내려 용기를 줘
You make me fly and smile again
비온 뒤 무지개처럼 소리 없이 나의 품에 안겨 행복을 줘
I wanna make love

현실에 도망쳤었던 나의 모습을 보았을 때
혹시나 실망했나요
그대가 있기에 돌아올 용기를 내었죠
You’re the one always in my heart

I believe dream for you and me
메마른 나의 하루에 단비로 내려 내 마음에 내려 용기를 줘
You make me fly and smile again
비온 뒤 무지개처럼 소리 없이 나의 품에 안겨 행복을 줘
I wanna make love

Oh, lonely night, 지겹고 숨막히는 어둠의 밤
그 속에서 매일 밤을 눈물로 혼자 울던 날
아직은 여리기만 한 가슴에 상처를 줬던 많은
사람들 대신, thanks a lot, 내 맘이 메마를 때

I know it ain’t that easy
But that’s ok, you make a way
언제나 빛이 되는 you, you, you
삶의 이유 only you
넌 사막의 오아시스 제일 달콤한 초콜릿

I believe dream for you and me
메마른 나의 하루에 단비로 내려 내 마음에 내려 용기를 줘
You make me fly and smile again
비온 뒤 무지개처럼 소리 없이 나의 품에 안겨 행복을 줘
I wanna make love

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^.^~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Love is smiling on the inside and out.

2010-10-23T21:46:00.003+08:00

I feel like I am losing myself .

Time flies superb fast !

It has been a month + that I had not enter BLOGGER

Today,23/10 is exactly one month to

SPM!

Gosh,I still haven't get ready yet =[

I'm not in that mood yet

Eothogge??

I must do all my best as I can for spm!!

Am no longer fooling around.

After this,I must really study hard..

Talking back about trials,

One big word to say ;

SIGHS!!

Taken back results ;

but not so bad..at least i pass add math *scream*

I am not so happy with my trials result though :(

&& I'm sick right now..

GTG !

good night & sweet dreams.

Rumours

2010-09-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

##
rumours about you and her .

/\/\/\

The rumours were talking about you and her
& I don't really trust the rumours between you and her.
HOWEVER,if both of you are really dating ,
I don't mind at all instead I am happy :)
Though my heart is abit sick but I seriously felt happy for both of you
If it is for REAL !
You're my numbah 1 leader !!
& she's also my favourite leader !
Both of you look cute and sweet couple :))
Just like Goguma couple ! ^v^

##
Woke up at 8:30 a.m.
Home tution for add math =3
I always remind myself that trials is after raya.
I must try my very best for trial.
This will leads me to the future.
What should I do in the future??
*gahh* i shouldn't think about this first :(
Exam come 1st for now!!

Kah Yan Ganbatte!You can do it!!-says Saori
Arigato :) Goodluck on your further study in Canada ! - says KahYan

"^_^"

I wish to dream about you tonight :)
You're the best Jung Su !!
good night .... =)

Trial =(

2010-09-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday To Qai Ling and Miru !
Have an awesome birthday !

&&

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to those who are celebrating raya
Maaf zahir batin !! ^^

Trial will be after raya.
i must study

will be back after spm!!

Love.

2010-08-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

LEE TEUK
LEE TEUK
LEE TEUK
LEE TEUK
LEE TEUK

&

HYUNAE KO
HYUNAE KO
HYUNAE KO
HYUNAE KO
HYUNAE KO

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Both of you belong to me forever.

I will be there for you whenever you need me...

W.A.S.U.R.I.N.A.I.D.E

"334"

2010-07-31T00:26:00.005+08:00

*camwhoring via webcam*

T.I.R.E.D + S.L.E.E.P.Y =="

sweet dreams folks =)

Enjoy the last day of July 2010 =D

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天使的力量

2010-07-29T15:56:00.004+08:00

因为我笨,
我的整个生活是废墟。。。

115 more days to SPM le 。。。
Yet I am still onlining here?
As what he said is true ;
I didn't realize that spm is just around the corner :(
Why am I that noob?
I hate myself for not being steady all these while
I am trying to change myself
but how??
Just tell me how!!

Many people said if the person who wants to change,
it depends on themselves.
but I'm different?maybe I'm not?
Gee 。。。I am just lazy to start
I want to have a better new life but I am too lazy =X
I am just too too too lazy to do it!!
I am loosing my confidence now ==

I don't dare to tell/ talk to my parents about this
neither my brother 。。。
All I need is someone who understand my feeling
and he/she can talk to me about my probs :)

Yesterday my classmate had a problem ( a minor problem),
I helped her to solve her problem :)
But why can't I solve my own problem?? :(
I admit that I realised alot of things but I am just too lazy to do it!!
Everything is because I am LAZY!!
Can anyone tell me what's the meaning of HARDWORKING?
I admit I am lazy..
(don't know how many times Im going to repeat the word lazy ==)

"I need to stop dreaming of K-PoP's world for temporarily.
I need to stop online for temporarily."
I always said it but I didn't do it.
&&
I always thought listen to music will help me in my studies.
but the answer is NO!
。。。

But I can't live without music.
I just can't live without music.
Music is my life..
I love music...
♫ ♫ ♫ ♫

I envy of Seohyun's(girl generation).
She is smart and she is a bookworm.
I wanna be like her...as smart as her.
I want to achieve my dream just like her.
She's been studying and now she is studying in university.
Though she had a tight schedule because she's an artist,
but she is still working hard to fufill her dream :)
I just want to be like her .......

♡♡♡♡♡v♡♡♡♡♡♡

p/s : Who can help me in my life??
I want to live a better life!!
I want to fufill my dream.

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today

Bogoshipo, Dong Hae

2010-07-24T00:16:00.005+08:00

Remember my korean friend that I mentioned before?

O.O

Yeah~His name is Dong Hae

and finally he is back.

Dong Hae,bogoshipo ^V^

I really do miss him as chingu(friend)

I'm glad that he is back to the world.

Few months back,he was admitted in hospital.

He was involved in accident.

I was so suprised and shocked when he told me that

few hours ago :(

I hope he is okayy now. :)

Btw,he make me speechless just now.

LOL.

I wish him all the best and forget the past!!

Start your new life!

SARANGHAEYO

p/s : I am not going to lose any of my korean friend ^^

I am Mister Nobody!!

2010-07-06T21:26:00.002+08:00

060710 is Assunta's Open Day also known as Parent's Day.I saw alot parents came early waiting for the open day.Some of them are rushing to work.That's why they came early :) My mum came around 11.30am.Ahh..Teacher didn't say much :X She just told my mum : "Your daughter's attitude & performance in class are Okay ,but results is not OKAY!" == .Speechless!Honestly speaking,I did really badly for this term.Without pebble mark,i would fail 3 subject.With pebble , I just fail one subject , ADD MATH!!Why add math is so hard to understand??TT__TT

&& yeah...
Teacher said trial is next month (ADE!!!@@!##@!!!!) standardized paper again == This time I'll try my best to get at least credit for every subject :) I must!!MUST!I can't dissapoint my parents anymore.. I always realize this but I was never even put in effort to make it perfect.WHO CAN CHANGE MY LIFE? :(

070710 is Kim Bum's birthday and my bestie,Sharon's birthday ! Muacks ! This is my present for you two ^v^ Hope you like it.Happy Blast Birthday Oppa and Sharon...Have an awesome one dear ♥ ♥ ♥

I felt this heavy feeling now. (n.n) Eotthogge? I have this sorry feeling now..Sorry feeling towards him.I know the story is too extreme. but it was just entertainment.I couldn't believe he would take it seriously.It's all my fault.I might have this phobia.I might can't sleep tonight.It is really my FAULT!I don't know what and how to say.Its my FAULT!!I don't know how to face him tomorrow eventhough he forgive us ! T_T It is my mistake.I'm sorry Jacqueline :( I feel horribble now : I can't forgive myself eventhough he forgive us.

Odio me stesso di essere troppo egoista e di estrema

2010-07-04T00:17:00.003+08:00

# now playing : No Other
Sup3r Juni0r for3v3r!!

dad cooking maggi @ 12:19 am??
*hungry* yummy!!
gonna eat while watching football ^.^

good night :)

Saranghaeyo !!

Thank You Everyone :D

2010-06-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

I would like to list down all my friend who wishes me on my day :-

Ks korr
Charity
Kyna
Sook Sian appa
Vivian mii
Rachel oppa
Jia Min
Catherine
Qai Ling
Cho Yee
Yuit Ying
Jacqueline
Wee Ching
Wee Jien
Wee Chien
Meng Keat
Sze Hui
Wai Ken
Wisely
Chee Kit
Joevy
Santhini
Sharon
Hyunae ♥
Hui Kuan (cousin)
Natalie (niece)
Lip Kin
Sook Kuan
Mr. Alvin
Beatrice
Jason Chong
Weng Siong (cousin)
Joanne Choong (cousin)
Evelyn
Hui Ping
Jen Win
Daw Fang
Sherman
Yee Ling
Yoon Hee
Eric Teh
Melvin Cheah
Michelle Lee
Destinee Koh
Valerie Jie
Joanna
Zi-Lynn
Wen Yuin
Wynn Chin
Meng Juin
Shun Yi
Joey
Hui Ju
Candice
Kirthenee
Darius
CLASSMATES !!
Visalani
Shin Hwa
Randy
Yumi Toh
Mei Yi
Jessie luii
Jing Wen
Yoshimi♥
Kazuaki ♥
Hana
Saori ♥
Naomi
진청의
Bianka
Kah Yenn
Sylvia
Miss Venisha
Hsiu Juan
Amanda Lim
Wendy
Leon Kerk
Pavitra
Neeshanthi
Zhan Sheng
Stefani
Yun Hee
Samuel
Angie
Reno
Kar Seng
ABEL!!
Chiam
Hsin Yiee
Zhen Ming
Tania
Uncle Tung!!
Chee Hoong
&
so on.....

THANKS FOR THE WISHES EVERYONE!!I really appreciate your wishes..*cries*

Happy 17th Birthday

2010-06-28T21:53:00.005+08:00

I'm officially 17 today.
Aww.I feel that I'm old now :((
I would like to thank to all my friend who wish me & especially my classmate
I seriously very "gam dong" because they sang happy birthday song to me immediately after assembly in class :D
*sweet memories*

Last saturday,I went to celebrate my b'day and ks b'day in 1 Utama.LoL.
All we did in 1u is just "MAKAN ANGIN" for 6 hours?non stop.
We are supposed to watch karate kid but however.........SOMETHING HAPPEN!xD
We went to secret recipe and we ate 6 different types of cake.

After that,we spent most of our time in arcade !
MAN!
It was really fun lol....
I won 1st place in racing car.xD
wheeeeeeeeeeee~
We went to the purikura shop as usual..
The quality is super bad!! ==

Nothing much to say lahh.
Actually I can't describe it :X
I don't know how to describe it !
All I know is I miss that moment so muchh :D
& Oh ya..I heart the present given by KS.^^

Today,I am superb crazy in class.I kept singing teletubbies song in the class &
I randomly ask my friend :
vivian me parveeni

Mii~twinky winky,dipsy,lala,po/poo?
POO!
PO!
POO LA!
PO LA!Parveeni,twinky winky,dipsy,lala,po/poo?
POO!
== PO LA!
*singing* Twinky winky,dipsy,lala,PO!
POO!!*say it together*

hahahahaha..charity laugh like a crazy woman ==
MAN!!Then I start to sing some random song using baby tone.
xD
At home,I celebrate my birthday with family.
Lovee today lahh!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY SEOHYUN UNNI & MINHYUK OPPA!

Have an awesome one ^^

U-KISS!!!!!!!scream

2010-06-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

*scream* *shout*!!!!

I can't help it anymore..

They are on the way here right now.

OMO OMO OMO omo omo omo omo ~~~~

Aiksss..

Why do I feel so excited when I can't even go and see them?

Ohh geez..==

But I want too.*sobs*

Thank God they are wearing tee shirt( not the tebal type) *phewww*

But I wanted to see them so badly. :((

molla molla..

Jinja??

I asked my bro help.

He said the editor still not sure yet but they are going to interview them.

Unfortunately,the pass is limited.

Let's hope for the pass.If there is an extra pass,means I can go man..

hahaa.

Let's just not to put on high hopes too much :DD

Arhemmm.

If and only if lets say if I can go,

how about the IU Day huh?

lols...I want to go both..hahaa.

well,I guess I have to separate half of my soul..hahaha

oh my!!!

Let's see how it flows la..

:DD

SELAMAT DATANG KE MALAYSIA U-KISS OPPA & DONG SAENG!!~^^

Sweet Potatoes or Hamburgers?

2010-06-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

♥ ♡
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/█\ ♥/█\
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`*.¸.*´ [̲̅̅m][̲̅̅y̲̅] [̲̅̅L][̲̅̅i̲̲̅̅]][̲̅̅F[̲̅̅e ♥

Annyeonghaseyo chingu :))

울어~!

I can't believe that 2 weeks of holiday has just gone so fast.

I haven't even start study man!! TT

Today it's already wednesday...AIGOOOO!!

Tan or Fair?

Which one would you choose?

*Obviously I would choose fair la coz I memang fair from small till now.*

However,I am not so fair now compare to last time due to school activities =x

But I still enjoy my school life :D

olallalalalalala~one of the today's topic in tution is regarding about this.haha

not really a topic but is just *hann gaii* laaa. =DD

Sweet potatoes or hamburgers?♥ ♡

I prefer sweet potatoes :))

Do you know why?

because it is sweet..XD

Actually there's another meaning behind it.

This is only for girls.^^

I've learned it from We Got Married (WGM) season 2

Yung Hwa & Seroro sweet potatoes couple :DD

Ahhh!!They both look so sweet together.

Since I am so addicted to the show

I shall said out my type of guys ( my cup of tea...^^)

Errrm,well,

I used to like a guy who is tall,fair and wear specs..*this shows how simple am I lol*

but now I still prefer

A guy who is tall,fair,wear specs/contact lens + who can sing ,cook,dance/a joker who can makes me feel comfortable.

A guy who is caring and honest :DD

A guy who has same interest.

LOL..I think thats all for now!!hahaha..not so keterlaluan right??:))

I lay my love on you.

Its all I wanna do.

Everytime I breathe I feel brand new.

You open up my heart.

As long as I lay my love on you.

Twinkle Star

2010-06-10T20:28:00.002+08:00

girl boy

*walk towards to the girl* Hey,you painted your nails?
DUH!!It's school holiday la
Oh,really ahh?
=.="'
I like your nails.
Thanks. -,-

Hey there :))
Tomorrow is forum!!
Forum here I come!!olalalalalal~
But I'm feeling homesick now.
I miss online,twitter and facebook.
and of course I MISS HIM

Jac,you know what?
I am actually jealous of her because he mention the "word" in her status.
hahaha.=D
but I feel like cursing him too
Don't worry I'll help you to curse him because you said thank you to his EVILNESS
:))

Gosh.
Today's account exam was super tough
I got not enough time to complete it :((
Not to say really that hard but I believe that I will get a low result again :\
Yea Yea Yea.

Geez.
Won't be updating till sunday
byeeeeees.

2010-06-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

which one now?

hahahahhahahahha

Jacqueline Ong!!See This!!!!

2010-06-06T14:38:00.002+08:00

Tadaaa!
Jacqueline,
which one you prefer??
tell me tell me.
haha.
I like numbah 1.
but seems like her hair like straighten already 1.
lols...

waiting for your reply.
huggz

心の中で発芽 ♡

2010-06-05T16:57:00.003+08:00

心の中で発芽 ♡

Hello again.
I'm kinda bored right now ;
I can't think what am I supposed to do now besides blogging.
My darling is at her grandparent's house. :))
I kinda miss her right now :D

I just don't know why I have this some weird feeling right now.
I feel like sad + crying at the moment??
I feel that something's not right.
Maybe is because I make two person angry??

I am not sure. :
my fikiran is so becelaru now.
I also not sure whether I make them angry or they are emoing?
sigh :((
what should i do now?

Yes.
I am listening to song now.
The song is now top in my songlist :)
But nothing makes me happy
I'm just feeling mutual :[
Holiday is back again.

To me,
this holiday is not honeymoon break.
It is the worst holiday in my life.
because we have to study for our SPM soon!:))
22 November will be our SPM day!!
*sobs*

Gahh,
I can't stand anymore.
I need to sleep right now.
Bye bye people.

I wish he could understand me more but not missunderstand me more,

wassurrinaide ♡

Omo , i'm seriously in ♡

2010-06-04T23:56:00.003+08:00

I think I really really fall in l♡ve :))
I seriously fall in l♡ve .

Help me!!

I need a love doctor.

My heart melts when I look at the picture :))

My nose bleed when I look at the picture :))

I almost faint when I look at the picture :))

I'm in love with the picture :))

I adore him.

I also adore his friends too

But I'm more interested on him than his friends. =D

I like him.

I am crazy of him,

I wish he could understand my feeling.

To me,

He is my special angel ♡

He is forever in my heart
Although his appearance and attitude will change oneday,
But I will still adore you,baby
You're my endless moment
You're the only one.

I wish you could hear me right now
I wish you could be with me right now
I wish you could hug me right now
I wish I could have talk to you in person and not by stalking you :C
I wish you could listen to BONAMANA with me together.

It has to be with you.
I'd wish that I'd had a chance to tell you that how much I admire you
but I couldn't do that.
I am sorry my special angel ♡
This is because we came from different world.
I couldn't tell you because you are far away from my world.
I hope you could understand my feeling.

Maybe you understand,
maybe you don't
but all you need to know is
I adore you and I need you right now.
You're the one who is making me happy at the moment
by looking at your cute face and your high-pitched laugh.

I wish you're looking at the star too as I am looking at the star too.
I need you by my side baby
I don't wanna cry again.='(

*Copyrighted*

Chingu,I'm back ♡

2010-06-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello people out there ,
I am back finally :D
I miss everyone here!

It's already been a month that I had not blog
due to my mid year examination.
Talking bout my exam,
DOMG!!It is so freaking hard for paper 2 bio & add math & sejarah..
others was so so but I can't say it was that easy anyways :))
but seriously the paper is so horibble.feel like eating up the paper ==
geez..anyways it is now over..i've got nothing to say.
the only thing i can do now is pray by hard !

Three weeks of exam was my worst day in my entire life.
SPM is only 2 weeks i think?
but this mid year is 3 weeks berturut-turut.
This mid term drive me crazy and nuts!
='(

The main thing I want to say now is wednesday's night tution ♡
OMFG!! I was happy and blur at the same time that night.
Firstly,I will tell you about the reason why I was so happy :-
Jac told teacher that their school is sitting for bio exam the next day(thursday).
Suddenly he came towards to our table and start talking to me
me.him.jac
This topic got come out for your exam?
*busy looking at his notes* didn't bother to look at him(cause i thought he was talking to jac..mana tau is me worr)
(stand for few minutes...then ask again)
"She's not from my school la..
Then I finally look at him
His expression : =O i thought same school?aiya.not same school jgn duduk samalah
=X

WTH is wrong with him??i sit with who none of your bussiness right =.=

The reason that I was so blur that night is he kept mentioning the erectio/ejaculation thingy??Jac and I totally blur at all =\ but we dare not ask him..later he kill us.Finally after class,
I ask my dad and my expression was like SWT =.=" HAHA.
I am too innocent to know it okay?!!!

Nahh,for now..its just about this.

will update sooner or later.

byebye.

I really miss you so much baby ♡

2010-05-08T21:39:00.005+08:00

*ON HIATUS//틈새에*

won't be back till next month.
busy preparing for exam.
pray that I'll get good result for my mid year exam ^^

take care and see you again soon =)

내가 다시 다음달까지되지 않습니다.
시험 준비 하느라.
즉, 난 나의 중간 년간 시험에 좋은 결과를 얻을 것이다기도.^^

몸조심하고 곧 다시 보자 =)

I miss him forever and ever.

Wish he will be by my side right now.

I loveeeeee himmmm muchh!!

2010-04-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

I hate this so much.

I seriously do not know myself what exactly am I doing these days .___.
I was supposed to study for my mid year examination.
But too bad,something has distracted me from being a good students.
I fail being a good & hardworking student =(
People always said "study smart not study hard"
How to study smart?

It's raining now :(
I seriously hate raining season man.
Just hate it ; do not ask me why
At the same time,I so sudden miss my host family in Japan.
All my friends in Japan.
The guy I saw in Japan ; he consider can say my host cousin lol .____.
I just miss the Japan life.

I wish I can go back there right now.
Leaving all my bad memories in Malaysia
I don't want to go through all the steps in here.
I hate being so complicated.

The rain has stopped
So random.
Ahhh!I couldn't believe that 강동해 oppa would accept my family request.
I am so happy because I have 3 family members from Korea.
Originated from Korea xD
Now I even have friends from Korea and Japan.=)

I miss him so much.
I know I shouldn't think about him anymore.
But I really do wanna hug him :X
Life is so complicated.
I got alot of him until I also don't really know who am i talking about.
It is just so daaaaa random him :D
blah.blah.blah.

Chel-Ba!
No idea whats that meaning.
But i always listen to F.T island song which contain that word.
Honggi always say chel-ba xD
So funny!!
I miss F.T Island so much..
Sorry for dumping F.T island so long~
Biane oppa!!:((
JJ is so cute!!
Love himm ~~~

동생 살앙해 이재진 오빠 ^^

Last Kiss

2010-04-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

The last kiss I shared with you suddenly comes back to me

Even now,still unable to forget,

One more time,I want you back

just take me back until the day you were here.

Somebody just take me back

I want to go back to that place

and once again meet with you.

Could we ever meet again?

When I got that message from you,

I alone felt so happy.

But why do you look at me

with so much sadness in your eyes?

They are different from how they always are.

You just said nothing at all.

With tears that spilled out

Our matching rings were glistening

Telling me a single thing. "I'm sorry"

You kissed me.
I want to be with you forever but I only wish

feeling the pain of love.

If I look up to the sky

There's no single cloud up there

But even now,inside my heart

The rains continue to come down.

Biane :(

또르르...**

2010-04-15T15:19:00.002+08:00

GOD OF STUDY @ Master of study

This show just ended not long ago...about 3 weeks ago :\
I lovee this show alot man..it was so amazing and touching :(( I almost cried every episode.
I wish i'll be in that situation.Iwish i can be a hardworking student just like them.
They're just an average but in the end they managed to overcome their weaknesses.I wish I can do it for SPM too! =)

Somehow I just friggin love their uniform.I wish Malaysia can do something on our school uniform like them in the future but I know it won't happen after all : I missed the show so much am going to watch after SPM!Just love the way they study and those teacher guide them :))

Not only I like the show,but I also like their song album.All the songs I like & also the drama :)I seriously fall in love with the drama's song..*teehee*
01.한번쯤은 - 티맥스(T-MAX)
02. Dreams Come True - 포미닛(4minute)
03. 또르르 - 지연/ Ji Yeon (From T-ara)
04. Because I`m Weary - 어니스트(Ernest)
05.Spreads Its Wings -(f(x))
06.Don't You Know-(F.T Triple)

Love all the song list above.I wish I can download immediately and put inside my phone/mp4 right now.But unfortunately I have to study and internet is lag nowadays.sigh :( I'll try my best to download if i have the time xD

I don't really know what actually I want for myself.Nowadays,I'm so into dance and singing.I wish I can join any competition but I know its impossible.Parents don't allow me :(( but if I had a chance,I wish I can do that.LOL.but then,Im too scare of doing it not that my voice and dance is that very good at all :S but I would like to have a try.HAHA.I know it sounds funny and impossible for me to do it.

& yea let you guys laugh only larr...I don't mind.After all,it is really impossible for me to do it!!

"Rolling forever"

Bengkel Peperiksaan BM SPM 2010

2010-04-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

"SKOR A" seminar

So bloody tired man.
Just came back from that seminar.
Blowing my hair now.
It was pretty awesome
10 hours of talks.
Yawn like mad.

I just don't want to talk about the seminar.
All i just want to talk about on what happen to me during the seminar.
=="
I was so shocked when the idiot annoymous who send me the message.

annoymous.me.

Miss Kah Yan,one night stand wanted,want to have fun from sri petaling tonight?Book me for confirmation.
Who r u?
Im a group from a school,I can organize to have fun with anybody tonight?Interested?
What the ~~fuck~~ wey!Who da hell are you?
Are you still virgin?If not,we can call an experience boy to have fun with you.
What the fuck!Stop msging me,if not i'll sue u!
.........silent

That bloody idiot even miss call me.Thank god I was listening to the talk.OMG!!!
Super scary weii!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

During break,I showed to my jie muiis.All of them were shocked man!Imagine if the fellar message you la...Oh bloody ~~fuck~~ wey!!!KONG BU WEII!I then quickly msg Wisely kor for help!He called up and he told me that idiot was a malay guy?Oh shit shit shit!!!

I didn't even want to tell my parents about this.Hate it alot wey!Anyways,thanks wisely kor for helping me to scold him!If he kacau again,i'll definitely call u not sms u anymore!xP

I wonder how the heck he know my number and my name?BLOODY IDIOTIC WEI!!!

Ain't gonna blog liao.
too tired.
Enough said.!

Geez!

2010-04-04T14:12:00.003+08:00

♥ taken last year primary's gathering... ♥

Who are you actually?

Do i really know you?

Why do you have to do this such a silly & stupid things to me?

Are you really a ~~BIATCH~~?

Stop being so irritating!

You do not deserve to be my friend at all!

PLEASE GET LOST FROM HERE!

0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0

I felt sorry to someone.

I did not mean to say about you.

but yesterday I really can't stand anymore.

My heart really burst out!

You didn't do anything wrong at all

Just that you comment about it a little :)

You can actually say i'm the person who easily give up!

back then,how and when you're going to teach me?

you've been busy for studiies ^.^

I am not supposed to disturb you right?

Yes.

I am jealous about your status.

So many people commented on your status.

I felt left out!

1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-0

Haijorr!

Sports day is this coming friday man!

Suffer under the hot sun again!

Imma going to be tan again norhh =__=

I'm already DARK enough

but people insists of saying that I very very the fair

although stand under the HOT SUN!

bwahahahhaha xD

I also got really no idea why I cannot get dark?

All i know was eat more white colour stuff?

*as in not white* if you know what i mean.

because I don't like to eat black colour food since childhood?O_o

hehe.

2-2-2-2-2--2-2

after sports,its our IU DAY

I thought of performing something for iu.

But eversince yesterday's,I gave up.

but I still don't want to give up?

LOL?!

I'm scare to perform.

I've never been on stage with only by myself and perform.

I'm nervous!

Nervous system!xD

hahahhahahahahhahahahah~

1-1-1-1--1--1-1--1-1-

Forum!Forum!Forum!

is BACK!

^_^

I'm goin tuhhh cut my hair next saturday or maybe friday

right after sports?

kakax.

Any suggestion,

do you think I should keep my hair long or short hair for forum?

haha.

i prefer short hair tho.

but but..

aiya..=x

boh idea lah!!

~~~~~~~~sengil chukka hamnida~~~~~~~~

Happie Birthdaee Hyukkie Oppa

Puan Asimah(beloved eng teacher xP)

lalallalalalaalla~

Oh No!

Its already 2.31pm LORRR!

How ahh?

ishk =....=

27 Minggu Lagi!!(ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh T.T)

I wish.....

2010-04-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today someone told me that I did not update my blog for a long time.
& what is my reason for not updating my own blog?
As usual,it is because I am so LAZY to blog!
The someone should know me well..
Yes, I am the lazy kind of person who noob in everything!!

I feel so hurt & emo these few days.
I can't figure it out the reason.
I just feel kinda sad.
I just feel like crying.
I feel like I'm the trouble-maker.
I make everyone having trouble.
I can't believe myself.
I don't know how to change myself! T.T

Now I am blogging because I don't want the someone said I never update my blog for so long =="

My wishes for 2010 :-

straight As in SPM
celebrate my biirthdaee with my friend~(ii really do want it!!)
go karaoke with friends on my birthdaee
hair rebonding
new specs :D
Can confess to him ^.^
not to be so *fa sam*
to be a weaker person :((
meet all my idols (which it wont happen)
could meet my prince in right time
to be a sick person like the girl(as im always creating a sad love story)
hang out with the 4-newbie family member often
keep all the secrets & the pain I had myself =))
photoshoot!
go for work(part time) after spm.
have a happy life =D

Sigh..
Guess that's all I can write.
I really got no mood to write anymore =(

& Thanks for the lollipop kor!!!
^.^
and thanks to aaron kor for the notes!!

그럼 곧, 동생 :(

2010-03-21T15:09:00.002+08:00

그럼 곧, 동생 :(

나도 그렇게 난 단지 당신이 오늘은 아프 잖아 죄송 해요
내가 당신의 고통을 느낄 수 동생,
하지만 제발 강해 져야
당신이 그것을 할 수 있는지.

난 정말 지금 당장 당신이보고 싶어
하지만 난 정말 죄송 오빠야
내가 데뷔했다 당신이 있었다는보고가있었습니다 스트레스 때문에 슈퍼 주니어 알아
당신도 스스로 알아서해야합니다.
귀하의 모든 팬들을 만들지 말라 당신에 대해 우려하고있다.

자신을 잘 돌봐 건강.
후에 당신이 아프거나 복구하는 희망을 다시 한국에 갈 수.

슈퍼 주니어의 다른 멤버하려면, 난 당신이 말레이시아에서 재미 바랍니다. ^ ^
The concert was a blast!

p/s :Kyuhyun 형님, 당신에게 갈 수 Pavillion 이 시간은 다시는 아니지만 같은 쇼핑.당신은 항상 언제든지 다시 말레이시아 당신도 원하는 수있습니다.

안녕히 가세요
희망은 여기에 머물 수있는 곳입니다.

Smile always,

Nothing is gonna change my love....

2010-03-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

爱..爱..爱 ♥

爱. represents your sincerity ( dunno whether i spell correctly anot xD).You can't buy someone's heart with money.You can't rely on your friend if you are having problem.If you're that kind of person,please change your attitude!!I hate to see those people in that situation (x.x)

Can't sleep well for the past few days,due to examination!!I've been crying for the past few days.I am too lazy study but I have to change!!and how to change?It is hard for me to really change into a new person!=.=I scare can't cope up with Chemistry anymore especially SPM!It is so hard for me to memorize every single chemical equation and the periodic table.(T.T)What am I supposed to do??I hated Science subject since I was a small kid and but why now I am in science stream?I remembered mum did asked me before "Do you ever regret of taking science stream?"and I was totally speechless,I got no feeling at all to answer that question.Until now,I also not sure whether I regret of taking it a not.LOL!

Everytime I hear the plane sound passing by,I will automatically become sad.This feeling just started not long ago,hmmm,saturday?Its because of suju.They are coming down tomorrow and I can't go meet them?I cant see them eventhough i saranghae them so much.(n.n)SIGH!I really hope to see them but I know this wouldn't happen in my life forever.I seriously put my high hope of meeting them so much. I hope to those who are going for their concert really enjoy every second ^.^Don't be like me cannot go!!

Well,today in tution,my friend told me something that makes me really happy and yet funny,it is all about the CNY's card.I gave the card to my tution mates..my so cally ex tution mate =.= because I can't see them anymore eversince I change my tution day.So I passed the cards to my tution teacher and she will pass to them!In that class,there was a total of 7 students,4 girls and 3 guys.=)My friend told me that they were wondering who gave the card.

The "A" dude wanted to open the card and see.Then,he didn't open because he thought the card was given by among the 4 girls.xD and he doesn't know it was me lols.So in the end he did not open it in class and on that day itself,I was online in msn and suddenly he pop out and say the word THANK YOU!I was like =.= zzz your welcome.HAHA!The "B" dude worst still.He kept asking teacher who gave him the card,why I got card,why she gave me the card..(=.=)Teacher answered him back "People treat you as friend,you complain so much pula.."He speechless.My friend keep laughing.

Okay,I know you will think why I said this funny but not to you.Because I also don't know why..So mind me??=)I'm in love with Ks korkor send me those chinese song.saranghae!!!Ahh,I guess I'll stop posting it now.I want to watch my SGB and Invicible Youth and also go to PASAR MALAM!

Byebye.=)

Even now,still unable to forget,,,,,,

2010-03-13T17:25:00.003+08:00

"Holding your hand in the warm sunshine,we sing Lalalala as we go on our sweet date,one spoon of sugar with your heart.."

Recently,I found two guys which I really admire by looking at their look.

I love both of them eversince they appear in my world.

but even so I will never forget my good hubby ^.^

People,this is just my fantasy world,I'm talking about my fantasy world,

Not the reality world okay??

My heart seriously melt when I see their both pictures on internet.

I stalk them!bahaha.

I just got nothing to say right now!

I'm speechless now!.

Holiday is back again.

But it is a disaster holiday...

Exam are still on after holiday...

Imma going to die you know!!

Suffer from illness..

I hate myself so much!!

Thanks to Henry Kor who spends his time to msg me for 3 days!

I really don't know how to balas budi

Haha..

I guess I'm going to stop writing..

I know its hanging but no choice

but to do so

I'm so lazzyyyyyyyyyyy!

Aigooo..

Yoo Seung Hoo & Kang Min Hyuk Oppa,Saranghamnida..

Dong saeng el ro man saeng gag ha ji ma ra...

Shout heartily towards the world......

2010-03-07T15:06:00.003+08:00

Bonjour :))

Finally its over..but I miss the moment we all had fun together. :( I miss the moment we played the ice together,eat pizzas together,chatting together,helping each other,camwhoring each other,

I miss my new "Family Tree".I really heart them lotts! =D

Alright,

I am still lazy to talk about my previous post.

Honestly speaking,I kinda 4get what I wanna talk about.

I'm sorry my friend.^^

The reason is because I memang hartt the y'day moment until i forget what i want to write for previous post.

I mean it.

I'm not going to write any stories about what happened in yesterday.

I just wanna keep this moment in my heart.

Sorry if I'm being to selfish.

I wish this will last our friendship longer!
Thanks for bringing in the memories ^^

This is my best memories so far in my high school life.

p/s :(On behalf of 5 Science 5,I would like to say thank you to Mr Henry Tey,Mr KS Lim,Mr DV Xeon and Mr Leon Kerk for helping us to clean up.)

Toodles :))

More pics @ Facebook!

2010-02-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

will update it later.........

Hou Fan Ahh!!!

2010-02-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

I miss you so badly ;

I've been waiting for this moment but yet

I can't see you forever !

Aiishk!!

Hot like mad this few days...

ATSUI!!!

Hot until can burn our skin =.="

I hate this type of weather lah!

Getting red packets on a superb shiny day??

Eat mandarin oranges?Cho Dai Di?

Aiya...it just make people go sick.

I passed by the clinics and I saw alot of patients there.

Eeeee :D

My brother also sick y'day.

HIGH FEVER!@.@

I don't wanna get sick!!

-.-

Fann seii yann ahhh!

Chemistry ahh!

Very fann fann fann!

I feel like dropping this subject because

I totally don't understand at all.

lum ha lum ha,it is wasted if i drop that subject,

but I can't understand at all =(

I wonder how my seniors can study chemistry?!!

I hate those equation.

There's alot of things to memorize in this subject

HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!

Leo Idol is BACK!

haha.

I feel like joining,but no use..

I'm too scare to stare at strangers

Plus,my dad won't even lemme join.

LOL ._____.

But I really love too..

haha.

Tomorrow going time square with hyuk jae's darling

I hope I can see my darling there too xD

*dreaming*

Buh-bye.

Gong Hei Fatt Choi xD

2010-02-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hou Yehhh!*excited with jolly*
CNY is back again with the tiger year,
I can't imagine another year has gone so fast.
=) Why do we have to grow up so fast?

Ah Yes! I certainly miss him badly..
I wanted to cry when I can't get to see him for this time!
I'm scared of loosing him just like i dumped lam fung *O_O*
Yea,I just don't wanna dump this silly-crazy-funny man
As what my friend said,you can always support him although you cant go for his concert
Oh Yeah!I can do that but I still feel like seeing the old man lah!=="

I smsed Jacqueline just now saying that nowadays I don't know why I didn't really listen to anymore of super junior's songs ever since the things happened.
I wonder if I still like him,I feel so hurt when I told her I don't want to forget them.
*bagai kacang lupakan kulit*
I know its easy to forget them but I just don't want to give up on them and HIM!
All because of HIM!heheh....
CNY falls on Valentine's day.*woohoo*

To all lovely couple,Happy Valentine Day!

To all who celebrates CNY,Happy Cho Dai Di Day!

haha..CNY is back which means Ang pow time!

Every year the weather is getting hotter during CNY.

Burnt everyone skin and it just make me feel so sleepy ='(

And yea I get to see all my relatives again.

I'm back to camwhore.haha.

LoL.___.

Such a long time I've never been taking solo pics.

Nahh,i might taking alot of pics again during CNY

haha.as usual.

OHH YA!!!

I am so into with Beast & ZE;A.

Their songs,not their LOOKS yet.xD

I saw the dance battle in the music bank show.

OMG!!they are so yeng + HOT!

haha.2am +2pm = One Day!!

Woohoo..

Super Junior,I will never ever forget you people :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!GONG XI FA CAI!!

-jal cha-

2010-02-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

Lyrics | Tae Yeon lyrics - If lyrics

What a Suffering Life?

2010-01-26T20:04:00.004+08:00

Today is one of the dbsk's members birthday,
Happy Birthday Mr Kim Jae Joong!!!
Lemme sing a birthday song for him :

saengil chukha hamnida
saengil chukha hamnida
saengil chukha hamnida(drag)
saengil chukha hamnida!

Life is suffering.

Why would I said that?

Because I am so damn pissed with all the things.

Marching,

Homeworks!!,

No time for revision.

Stayback for activities!

I was telling my parents.

Why wouldn't they push us since form 4?

Why they always push us when we're in form 5?

OMG!!!

from distress became stress

I finally saw her at last!.

I didn't know they she would be the same class with me.

She has a pretty look & soft voice.

But she's smart!

Anyways,I just can't wait for the concert!

Yes!!Hwaiting.

Anyone who still feels & wants to go?

Please tell me!!!

Arvin,u better teach me bio!!!

just joking lah..

._______________.

Listening to my mp4 now.

All k-pop songs!

Most of the songs is SUJU's,SHINee's,SNSD's & DBSK's

~~~~~

Alrightts,got to go right now,

I need to catch up my homework =\

Very busy at the moment

2010-01-25T17:56:00.002+08:00

*Ahemmm*
Busy.Busy.Busy.
Terribly busy!
But first thing,
BUSY OF WHAT?!

*tadaaaaaa*
busy thinking about SuJu's concert.
I just can't understand myself why am I so desperate for it?
its too much i guess?
but no choice but to choose this way.
Thanks alot to youtube for showing me suju's video.
& there is where and when I started to like them.
My first impression on them is Leng Zai.
hahaha xD

Well,not only busy about that lah.
This year school is sucks!!
Worst than last year.
Hmwk banyak giler!!
everyday lehh ==
Semua sudah mau mati buat kerja.
Namun begitu,
I pernah cakap before,
demi him,I will study hard.
LOL!
(cakaping bahasa rojak.....)

Many activities are going on.
OMG!!!
Suju suju oh suju!!
Perbarisan!!!
Badminton!!
Assunta!!!
NOSE high school!!
My projects!!
Ketua Bank Soalan!!!

Hopefully what I said right now,I can do it
becoz I always love to break promises ^^

Doushite...

2010-01-18T18:13:00.004+08:00

Doushite.....

I was totally blank just now.

After jacqueline told me about "it"

I was like OMG

WTF!!!

why the uncle is soooooooo baik hati??

bought 7 vip tickets for his child and friends.

My tears almost drop!!

I'm freaking serious,doushite that uncle buy for her?

Shit la...!!!

I feel like cursing the uncle now

but its not good to curse right?=)

I'm just so sad right now..

And that time i was listening to their song somemore.

shit la!!!

I was so crazy of them & I'm the one who influence my friend about them~

hahaha*perasan*

but now myself also gao mm dim!!!

so sad bahh!!!

I'm so excited when I heard bout this news xD

but at the same time,heart-broken!!!

AHHHH!!!!

Now ring ding dong also cant help me =(

I seriously feel like screaming now!!!!

OPPAAAAA!!!!!!!

Dangsinege banhaetsseumnida :))

2010-01-15T22:48:00.004+08:00

Teuki Oppa,Dangsinege banhaetsseumnida

Narang sagwillaeyo?

♥♥♥

Oh YEAH!

Suju is coming down soon for their 2nd asia tour~

I can't wait for it ^^

but in a way that it is superb expensive?

the cheapest is rm138.==

I been waiting for this chances so long

& finally it came true.

Saranghamnida super junior.

I want to go no matter what!!

Once in a life time U-KNOW!!!!xD

♥♥♥

S-T-R-E-S-S !U know how stress am I right now?

Though u thought i was relaxing now~But actually I am not ~.~

Alot of homeworks are waiting for me.

History?Account?Bio?Add math?Malay?

Ahhh!So freaking frustrated now!!

For me,If i really want to go for SUJU concert,I must study hard!

Kah Yan,Ganbateh!!!!

When it comes to loving you....

2010-01-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

Hi.

I am back people.

School life is not good at all :(

Lots of homeworks and activites

My proposal,My project

SIGHS!

A busy year!!!!

I miss him...

The him is Park Jung Soo not anyone else

OMG!!!

I think I am siao already.

Watch ring ding dong video by shinee ft oppa.

Oppa is just so cute & funny.

Some of his angle reminds me of my sensei!

Yes!Its true.

I siao until i put the ring ding dong video.

Heard that onew got h1n1 on that day.

So he couldn't make it ):

& oppa seriously look so yeng

my heart meltz when I saw him appear.

I wonder what will happen if I saw him in real life?

K lah~

Got to go already.

Have to wake up early tomorrow to study

& call the organiser

Ring ding dong stuck inside my head now =.=

Happy New Year 2010!

2010-01-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hello =D

It's already the year of 2010.
Many unhappy & happy things I've been thru in 2009
I hope there's a changes in 2010.=)

New Year,New Life,New Begining.

To those who were born in 1993 & living in malaysia is gonna to have a hard time in 2010(you know what i mean)
They are going for a war ; HUGE WAR end of this year.
All the best to them & best of luck!!
& I shall start studying from now on before its too late.

Well,I had alot of wishes this year.I shall list it since I got nothing to do right now & before I doze off ==

flying colours in SPM(if I study hard enough ^^)
ss501 persona concert in malaysia
visits my host families & my host sister in Japan
visits korea
have an ipod touch
more fashionable
contact lens
black colour nerdy specs(feel like changing my style~)
hope to find a boyfriend(I want to be in BOF situation)
waiting for cousins & brother married(LOL)
Be more confident
Be more sam-pat ( I am super shy & quiet in my life edy)
Keep in touch with seniors
More shopping more clothes.
More pictures.(camwhore xD)
Pass in undang
Have a own car to drive
Countdown for 2011 with friends
Genting trip with friends^^
Be like SNSD (if can....)

Haha.Actually I still got more??But I can't think right now.I am too tired to think.I am now still enjoying in Japan while my friends are packing their books =)

Today I celebrated New Year with my host family.Went to my host grandma(mother side) house.Thought of getting angpau since its new year.But so sad I did not get it.They only gave to the kodomos.Aww T.T But then I was real happy because I get to wear KIMONO on new year day & went to shrine.And I even got a dress from my host grandma as new year present.

Tho I am waiting for money but since I got no money,but I got a dress at least for new year's present ryte?=))

Anyways,I got to go right now.Tomorrow will continue for my new year's journey.

Oyasumi nasai ^^

Show Me Your Love

2009-12-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hey people　：D
Merry Christmas!!
It's already christmas in here right now.
But malaysia still left half an hour to go...=)
It was my 1st time celebrating christmas myself without family.
I am really happy that my wish has come true.
I am SATISFIED!!

Now my only wish for year 2010,
score A's for SPM!
No khidmat negara!!
& Korea!

Tomorrow's christmas party.
I was told by my host dad that I have to give a speech.
WTH!I am not ready yet.
All the best to me :))

Ahh and yes
I also would like to wish my host mum,
Tanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu.

Oyasumi nasai ^^

Missing you badly!

2009-12-15T10:39:00.004+08:00

Dong Hae-shii!!!
Dong Hae Oppa!!!♥

4 more hours to go =[[ & I'm leaving here...(n.n)Everyone makes me cry =\I am scare I feel uncomfortable at there tho I got new friends =)But still home sweet home.My home is the BEST!

I just kept laughing.All the guys so sweet & niceThey almost make me cry =\I miss all of them especially ketua pengawas from smkbbsp.I find that he is so cute!!haha.love him wey!!!Don't be jealous.!I love evryone here.I can on msn lol!!chat with you guys.=))

Sayonara people.Bye Sze Hui Jie & Kei Yan Jie..gonna miss you ^^

It's easy :))

2009-12-14T14:58:00.002+08:00

Bonjour :))

Hey people,I know you've been waiting for my next post *perasan*.Oh well,I was kinda busy lah..busy preparing for my trip :(( Actually ahh,is busy + lazy loh..I got a lazy mood for the past few days.Haha XD.Lazy until got scolded from ~~kwan yew~~ oppa =="

Tomorrow I'll be flying to my 2nd home in Japan.It was my first time leaving Malaysia & family.I feel "mm seh tak" everything.I miss everything & everyone.
I miss Oppa,
I miss my bed,
I miss raymond lam's concert,
I miss ntv7 concert(got alex fong!!),
I miss my friends,
I miss laptop,
I miss patrick,
I miss blogging,
I miss family,
I miss cousins,
I miss him.
I miss K-POP.
& I'm going to enjoy J-POP now ^^

I wanted to post my last week stories..So now I'm going to flashback what had happened last week :))

Monday ( 07/12)
Went to redbox with Sean,Suan Kit,Lam, & Chee Kit.We sang alott of songs;David Archuleta,Khalil Fong,Lee Hom,S.H.E,Peter Pan,Katy Perrry,Black Eye Peas,Taylor Swift etc.We all went high while singing :D Then we moved on to bowling.Thanks Suan Kit for belanja-ing me & lam.^^And oh ya..I didn't know that Sean still can remember what I wrote in my diary when im standard 6!!I got shocked man O__O

Tuesday (08/12)
Hooray~Spm science stream students is freedom now!!However good luck to those art stream people.^^First time seeing him online at msn.chatted with him awhile.It was sweet & lovely night^^

Wednesday (09/12)
Dinner with BOD.Love them all ♥ Poser again! *chichak* Chatted with kwan yew oppa & siew ho :))

Thursday (10/12)
YURI!!DONG HAE!!YURI!!LEE TEUK!!!haha.chatted with kwan yew & siew ho at msn till midnight ^^

Friday (11/12)
Pasar Malam!Saw fitri.XD.my last bubble tea before I leave :((

Saturday (12/12)
Dong Hae + Yuri = sweet couple.NO!!!==" Watch Suju Parody!!laugh 99!HAHAHAH.

Sunday (13/12)
Chatted with kwan yew & siew ho again.Thanks for temaning me this few days bro ^^

HAHA.that's all.

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year in advance people!!!^^

Speak Up!

2009-12-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

Super Junior Hwaiting!Nothing special today.Ohh yeah got la :)) I want to wish all my december babies Happy Birthday!Somehow,today is the TWINS birthday!Happy Sweet 16th to both of you :))May all you wish come true.Only will be seeing you next year :(( Tomorrow is someone special punya BIG DAY!

"Mrs Eunhyuk's birthday =D"
I am really sorry because I cant really celebrate with you on the exact day :X Imma trying to celebrate with you my dear but Unfortunately I am very busy this whole months :)) You know why!So yeah...Biane!

Suju Teukie Oppa,I still find him is the best eventhough I like other guys.I mean artist not those normal guys out there!I still can't find any normal guys outside there except ONE! which I am not supposed to but I used to like him.He born in the year of HARIMAU!=D*wootz*I just can't understand why I seems to like Teukie so much when others also handsome?like Onew,JaeJin,JongHun,HongKi,Minho,Key,TaeMin,DongHae etc.I like Onew too but I still like my Teukie.I find that he is very funny,cute & crazy!Everytime my heart will melts when I look at his picture.I don't seems to find others that can melts my heartt.Only him. :))

Went for carolling practices today :)) Man,honestly said;it was quite boring lah :x but tho I had fun singing along with them.Omg!The song all are high pitch type.I cant even sing any song which can go so high!=..= How the heck am I going to sing those christmas song?!Haha.Anyways,this is my first and last time joining this carolling :DD I had never go for all this activities before in my life!=D Most probably I'll be having fun on friday?All the best to me!

I just realise myself that I am antisocial in my daily life :(( I don't talk much & I just kept quiet all the time :( I just really got no idea how people can mix around with other people.I am feeling so lonely.I feel that I am so useless.I need someone to teach me how to be more brave.Speak up!I seriously need help.Sigh!

Stupid msn!Bugger!Shit msn!Damn cacated punya msn.!!Everything is slow and lag include my hp.WTF is wrong with today??Holy shit!(sorry for those vulgar words)

Haha.I think I got influenced by kim hee chul from super junior.Do you know why?Thanks alot for his video and his pictures.I'm already a mirror maniac XDI love to see mirror these few days :L Haha.First Hee Chul influence my teukie then I got influenced by them :)) LAMEEEE :DD I cant wait for the next E-POP malay version :P

When will ss501 having concert in malaysia?If its next year,I'll definitely go.I still like them but so so only lah.Don't really hear their song muchh!But if I go,I need Oppa and Yee Ling teman me ^^But I just want super junior to come down.That's all.But yet I don't want to be miss out anything,just anything about them just like like lam fung == I missed alot of things!I didn't go for his autograph session/advertistment tour bla bla just because I got tution.This time if they really come down I am 100% not going to miss anything =\

Have to wake up early for tution.Byebye :))

S.P.E.C.I.A.L :)

2009-11-29T23:34:00.006+08:00

Today is a very special & meaningful day to me.

29.11.09 is my grandma's 89th birthday.Happy Birthday Mama!Wish you healthy always :)I love my grandma very much.We stayed together since the day I was born.I am so sorry for being so rebellious last time & always quarel with you.I know its good for me to listen to your advice.But I refused to listen!I am really sorry Grandma. :(

I am very happy indeed because all my cousins and relatives are coming again.We only can see each other once a year(most of the time).Only during chinese new year.So I am really happy and thought I can see all my cute cute little cousins & relatives.UNFORTUNATELY,some of them couldn't turn up today.I am kinda dissapointed because no teman to camwhore with me :D Though most of them didn't turn up but at least I still got my cousin sister and brother teman me XD.The party begins at 6pm and that time I still chatting with my friends in msn.After that,while waiting all my relatives come,Mum and I went to the bakery shop to take the cake.My favourite cake *Tiramisu* & it was kinda big ;2kg man!haha.

Sooner or later,one by one all my relatives coming.But I miss my not-really-close cousins ; Hui Kuan.Her grandmother told us that she really wants to come but too bad her little bro had fever.Poor little boy!Hope you get better ya^^I like to bully my cousin sister.I used my camera and curi curi tangkap her picture.More than 10 pictures of her inside my camera now.I even have my poor tanned cousin brother picture.LOL..Fyi,I'm the youngest among all my cousins.I'm the only one who is still studying whereas others are working XD.

I got a little bit of shocked when I first saw my cousin brother came in.His whole face was tanned macam kena bakar.LOL.super tan!haha.what to do.camping ma!The first thing he came and ask me how's your leg?I said ok lah..better than that day :DD.Then he asked me whether am I going for the reunion movie & he asked me not to go cos its memang too far from here :DD super far okay...CURVE wei!!! bwahaha.Then after that we ate and we chatted about the Japan thingy.Yadayada.My cousins were talking about their experience in Japan.What a wonderful stories to hear!

My bro showed them Miru's picture.All my cousins came in to the room and see those pictures.And my cousin bro caught an eye for a 21 year old girl.Her name is Miu i think?Ya.She is very hot and sexy!Even my nephew also said shes hott!haha.so farneeeee and we all laughed!I miss David Archuleta lahh!Natalie,why you never come la???:C After seeing those pictures,its the time to sing the birthday song and we all sung the song.Grandma was indeed very happy when we sung the song :P
Later they continue their whole journey of japan to me cos i'll be leaving on the 15th.Yeah.I'm so gonna miss you guyz neways.My cousin sista drank abit of wine & then she went HIGH!thank god i didn't drink.I don't really enjoy wine only during ocassions lah.My sister just kept laughing and laughing the whole night.It was kinda fun lahh...But somehow it is also sad cos only once a year only we can meet each other.=( ya.so that's all bout it I guess..

Toodles.

Happy Blast Birthdaee =)

2009-11-28T14:43:00.003+08:00

'生日快乐' ABEL~

happy birthdaee abby ^^

I am so sorry for wishing you super early yesterday

& I was thought yday is saturday lol.

Tho I ask you you birthday cake XD

so paiseh la ._____.

I wish I can wish you via sms also.

but too bad =(

Have a nice & wonderful birthday

Start a new life,forget the past =D

will be there always too support you my friend;

Sarangheyo Abel ^^

Birthdaeeee Babies!!!

2009-11-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

(20/11)
HAPPIE 17TH BIRTHDAEEEEE DEBBIEEEEEE :DD
-good luck for spm!-
-shopping after spm ya ^^-

(21/11)
HAPPY DAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAEEEE IAN CHOWWWWW! XD
-be a good husband LOL!-
-faster find one for me before I haunt you!-

HAPPIE YIPPIE 17TH BIRTHDAEEEE MAYO(Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!)
-Thank you for loving Korean artiste-
-Thanks for sharing your moments with me ^^-

(22/11)
HAPPI 16TH BIRTHDAEEE DAW FANG XD
-Thanks for webcaming with me :D-
-(errrr...no words to say??) SORRY!!-

HAPPY SWEET 16TH DARLING HUI PING~AI NI ORHHH
-Leng luii o leng luii-
-feel like want to take pic with u ehhh^^-

p/s : I need to wish you guys earlier cos I'll be away for 6days.
LLC HERE I COME AGAIN!!!xD
my 2nd time to LLC.
i'll miss my comp & super junior.

WILL BE BACK!!!

Good Luck SPM-mers

2009-11-16T21:42:00.004+08:00

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE SPM-MERS!!!

♥ Kwan Yew Hyung!!!xD
♥ Sook Kuan
♥ Sze Hui
♥ Kei Yan
♥ Yee Wen
♥ Kai Sheng
♥ Sanjivan
♥ Yan Hui
♥ Szu Wah
♥ Johnathan Kwan :DD
♥ Larissa Koh :DD
♥ Benjamin Tong
♥ Sonia Lee
♥ Amy Chin
♥ Sharifah
♥ Pei Teng
♥ Nick
♥ Berniceeeee :D
♥ Sok Yeng
♥ Wen Yuin
♥ Pei San
♥ Wen Kit
♥ Chew Kai Sheng
♥ Wai Teng
♥ Debbie
♥ Zi-Lynn
♥ Michelle Momma!
♥ Hui Hui
♥ Pui Yung
♥ Chew Wei
♥ Lai Yi
♥ Jeyamalar
♥ Janah
♥ Nabilah
♥ Stanley
♥ Sabrina
♥ Kah Yenn
♥ Jia En
♥ Irene
♥ Yen Yen
♥ Slyvia Lee
♥ Brandon
♥ Jia Xin
♥ Ivan Ang
♥ Sheau Woan
♥ Wong Juli
♥ Carrie Ho
♥ Ai Leen
♥ Choong Joey
♥ and others...(cant really remember who else !!^^)

~All the best & get good results~

Specially to Wen Yuin & Sok Yeng,your LEE HYUK JAE & PARK JUNG SOO will always be there with you & wish you all the best xD

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAEE HUI KUAN :DD
Happy Birthdaee Cousin ^^

A song calling for you ~

2009-11-16T17:05:00.004+08:00

Ohh yes :DD I got a new camera.A branded camera from Korea xP.Its not that I bought from Korea lah!Just that Samsung is from Korea riteee??:D I'm obsessed with korean things too much already .____________.Everything is Korea.I have to say KOREA BOLEH :X

Y'day went to TS with mummy & korkor too see luggage.Kor said got luggage fair worr...so maii go and see lor :x Before that,we went to uncle's house celebrating my niece & nephew's birthdae!*sorry for not knowing their name*haha..not so close relative cos is my mother's side.I am more close with my father side :))Nothing really much to talk bout my niece birthday party lahh =="
After that,we jalan-jalan at TS.Bro told me that Bosco in TS for promoting some HK online game "Money King".I was like ahhh!!!Bosco???wheeeeeeee~

Then,we went up to the 1st floor to see the luggage fair.xD.OMG ._______.damn expensive wei..i rather borrow my cousins or friends punya :X.We jalan jalan to every floor.Mum was saying that the time she went with Miru was quite boring and nothing much to see :)) I was like oO...haha...maybe not interested in fashion ma..xD.Then bought 1 jacket/sweater just mainly for japan :DWhen almost wanted to go back,we saw got one digital fair,so we go and see :D Ahh,camera..awesome!and thats where we bought this camera.I even bought SUPER JUNIOR STUFF!!hahahhaha

My post is gonna hang halfway like that...just simply blog.

LAZIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DD

살앙해 듴애 옵바

Taggie :DD

2009-11-14T22:13:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Kien Di & Jqi Dar.

Rules of the game:
Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends, including the person who tagged you.
Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with whatever rank you were given.
Ranks are given at the bottom of this note
If you have done something in this school which is indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing you have done with a x.
Let the game begin.

Level 1:

[x]Sleep in class
[x]Talked in class
[]Not seating at your own place in class
[]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom
[]Did not do your homework
[x]Submitted your homework
[ ]put nail polish
[] lepaking
[]Did not pay attention in class
[]dreaming in class
[]goofing around in class
[x]Copied other people's homework
[x]Played a trick on your classmates
My Total: 06

Level 2:
[x]walking around
[]late in class
[]was abit naughty
[]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[]scolding vulgarities in class
[ ]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[x]used a school facility without school's permission
[x]play in class
[ ]singing loudly during lesson
[ ]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[]did not greet the teacher properly
[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x]say bad about teacher
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
My Total:05

Level 3:

[ ]made a fool out of morning assembly
[ ]wasted the school's toilet paper
[ ]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

My Total: 1

Level 4:

[ ]forged your parent's signature
[ ]forged a classmate's signature

My Total: 0

Level 5:

[]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school

My Total:01

Level 6:

[]vandalise the school property
[]used the internet
[]fought with someone in school

My Total:00

Level 7:

[]cheated in a class test
[]cheated in a school examination
[]Lied to your teacher

My Total:00

Level 8:

[ ]set fire to something in the school
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

My Total: 00

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[ ]stole things which belonged to the school
[ ]bullied someone in school
[ ]pranked called your school

My Total: 00

Level 10:

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

My Total:00

Level 11:

[ ]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

My Total: 0

Grand total :13

Ranks:
If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}
If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}
If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}
If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}
If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}
If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}
If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre }

I Tag :
-any
-one
-who
-are
-free
-to
-do
-the
-TAG!!!

:DD

Useless ><

2009-11-12T21:32:00.004+08:00

I feel that I am so useless D: I just can't understand people's feeling and myself either.What am I supposed to do??Its fcking ma fan to me =.="Seriously its so ma fan lah!No one can help me only myself.Useless in every single thing.What should I do??

It's very tiring for me washing 3 cars in a row today in school.Not only me,but my friends too :DD but it was fun.It was hot too until I almost faint.We washed teacher's car continuously without stopping.We managed to wash 3 cars today;one of them was guru disiplin car xD.See?We can even get to touch guru disiplin's car.Hillarious .______.You guys seriously should see how I look when I wash the car...I look like a dead meat!A dead person.I even play the spinning around after washing car.I felt dizzy after spin one round.(trying to learn Kibum's way).& not forgotten to mention,we camwhored again.I'm the one who being so retarded & lame in the picture.I do all those funny faces :DD.I took picture with my Oppa,Omma,Noona & Appa!Yeah .____. One Big Family.

I skipped tution just now.I slept and it was raining heavily.I hate to go out when its raining.It makes my body sticky and wet =.-"So,then I messaged my teacher say that I'll be going to tution tomorrow's class.LOL..and I am quite happy beacuse I no need to see them :DD but somehow I feel so sad~hahah..*you know what I mean* Yes.I then continue to sleep.haha..Almost sleep throughout the day!hahahhahahahah.

New Aim.New Target.New Oppa.*only huiping knows what happen* HaHa.Well,I also sendiri tak tahu why.LOL.Never chat before also can like that??=="Wow.I syok sendiri liao..and somemore trying to use the way to get it!Haix..the dancing is cancel again.as usual..sorry hui kuan!I'm really sorry Hui Kuan :x

Yay..I can see my Oppa in school~I miss my Oppa so much..Oppa loves YunJae & WonHae.But I like ChunJae & TeukHae.Both of us always said about it in class until others was like complaining xD.My oppa is very nice person lah!!But please don't take my Dong Hae away from me :DD/.../When is SUJU coming down to Malaysia??I just can't wait to meet my 13 husbands.(konon lah!)

Yes.

I'm cutting my hair short again.

Haha.Maybe cut like the above picture.

But ain't gonna cut so short.

I planning to keep it long again until the next forum ^^

BYEE :DD

Haptic!

2009-11-11T20:22:00.002+08:00

I wish I am using Haptic phone right now.It is so freaking nice to use + hi-tech although I don't know how to use it at all because it is in korean?-.-"Yeah..I feel like getting one of them after seeing the advertisment advertise by snsd & dbsk.You know what??I recommend you guys to watch the advertisment.It is so farneeeeeeee & I heart all of them .___________.

Oh...Time passes really fast.Less than a week to SPM =) Good Luck to all my OPPA & NOONA.Wish you all will get all As.Anda pasti BOLEH!On that day itself I am gonna wish you all again ^^

Yea.what am i supposed to say??haha..errrm,well oh well :)) just suddenly my mind blank off...Ehh,wait...urghhh!I can't really remember what I want to write or shall I say I am too lazy to think???hahahha..boo ya!!!Ain't gonna write now.=="

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOOK KUAN 17 ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEE YIN 16;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIN HWAN 17.

BYE BYE :DD

I need a haircut!

2009-11-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

I finally decided to cut my hair after letting my hair to grew so long.I had no idea actually & unsure whether I still want to let go of my hair D:Its like so kesian & wasted if I cut my hair right?Ahhh...some of them ask me don't cut..but I jue de I not suit long hair lah!I actually went and take a passport size photo just now & I let go my hair.OMG!curl like hell weii~I look like lion in that pitcha!haha...Damn it --,shoud I or NOT???

If I seriously cut my hair,I don't know which short hairstyle suits me?

(Mind me people!...I always love to think & ask alot before I make the decision)Errrr...my classmate Catherine ask me to try new things which is a BOYCUT!I was like urrrrrrm,NO?I don't really envy boycut LOL.+ I not suit with that style :DArghhh...And then y'day I saw one short hairstyle maybe suits me.Maybe only lah!

I wonder this hairstyle suits me a not??I know it suits for Tifanny than me lah!Of course lahWho is she?She is an artist lah!=="After looking at this pic,I let some of my friends see :D & they say this hairstyle kinda suit for me.Kinda only wei!~I shall ask the hairdresser by then!Well..you just wait and see my new hairstyle~ Oh for your information,I'm only cutting my hair around 1/2 weeks before I leave Malaysia.I feel more better & cooling with short hair :D I seriously can't tahan with the long hair right now ! =X

Ohh.let me talk about something akward & random thing happen todae :L This morning I woke up super early coz I'm going for the RCC meeting which was hold in Taylor College.I then went and reached about 7.45.errrrm,saw some PJI's fellar there..but *bu ren shi de* haha..Not to say don't know lah :P but just never chat before only :X...Then I saw Justin there :D He said Long time no see you"haha.LOL.How long??=="After the meeting over,Pei Lim and I waited for my mum at the guard house.Then I saw Danial crossing the road with another girl..I was shocked at first then I messaged him and I said : I saw u at ur college.haha.He called me instead of replying my message.I answered the phone but no one talks :3 After that,by somehow I saw him he was already at the guard house there.And I kept staring at him :D And he look back at me with one kind of look..Haha..I like his face expression xD super funny wei~Chit chatted for a while with him~

After fetching Pei Lim back,My mum,bro and I went eat the longest pan mee at sri sentosa(near my tution xP)It was still early eventhough we ate finish :X..Then we jalan-jalan at checkers and bought 1 slipper LOL.Just because I don't want to wear the freaking court shoe to tution?feel so weirdo~haha..My tution always funny and crazieeee~I love all the students in my class.Most of them speaks chinese but I am Proud because teacher call me CHUNG KA YAN!!!-perasaning-This is called ZHI LIAN MA!!

I misses my Teukie Teukie Teuk so much~

Super Girl

2009-11-01T14:30:00.006+08:00

Super Junior M ; Super Girl

currently playing :-

Sapphire Blue - Super Junior

Errr..hi?

hell yeah ._____.

don't feel like blogging actually but since its like so boring,

I just simply blog.Better than nothing right?=))

It is way super boring after exam...

And yeah its also a disaster week..

narr..results spoilt my holiday mood :x

damn shit la those results :S

Can't blame people coz myself didn't study much for this term.

xD..

I bet this term is better than the last term??or maybe even worse?

Don't know lah...don't care..

The most important is SPM!!

(kena belasah at school after saying this ==)

Others school were having exam..

I just want to wish all of them good luck!

Ohh yea :))

Just don't know why

the "O" man ~~kwan yew~~ so farneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Loveeee chatting with him tho

He always bully me...

I mahu balas dendam already!!!

"O" man,just wait for it lah!!!hahaha xD

I beh tahan already =="

Ahhhhhh * heart meltz*

Super Junior M , Girls Generation & Super Junior

addicted to their songs.

almost every single day listen to their songs.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I just want to learn their dance..

Intrested in their dance...but I just don't dare to dance :X

I love singing and dancing but I know I don't have this chance

sigh.

alright :P

Got To Go now...

thunder looooooo!

BB!

Re-edit :-

10.01 PM

Mommmmmmmma!!!!!

I can't find my Biology text & practical.

Oh god!Please Help ME!

I am not sure where did I put it & maybe left it in school on Friday.

Urghhh...Let's hope the book is at school under my drawer.

I can't reflash back my memories whether I hold the book??

Die man if hilang...

I just don't want to cry again =(

R-E-L-A-X

2009-10-26T20:38:00.003+08:00

Girls Generation

Oh YES!:))

Finally PAT over..

but I still unhappy eventho its over todae :(

I'm worried about the 2nd stage.

All the teacher said very dissapointed on every one of us :X

Can die man!

I just gonna be emo this few weeks again.

juz a short post...

haha..

nothing to do right now.

BIANE!=.=

Its raining season :(

2009-10-25T16:34:00.002+08:00

Ryewook & Kyuhyun Oppa!:D

Raining season is back again =..="

I just hate raining season..make my whole body STICKY!

arggh...hate hate hate it so muchhy!

Thunder can always be heard every single day from now onwards.

I hate raining season.Make me feel unhappy.

Raining can make the places flooded! D:

The climate has changed x.x

Oh!:)

Yes,exam finally Over...

Left 2 more papers only :D

Chem paper 1 & PjK..

haha..I would rather study Chem than PjK..

No matter what,I am gonna sleep in class during PjK paper.

I just wonder why the ministry must let us to study pjK..

We don't even go down to the field and relax enjoying the activities??

It is just sucks!xD

Way too boring and sucks!hahaha

Gosh,gonna get back results right after exam.

Nahh..sure get bad results as usual.

Form 4 is ain't honeymoon year..

Dang those dumb fellar who told me!==

Poor results again..haha..

Nevermind ; one more year to go..

Still have a chance to study ^^-from : Wisely

lalalallaallala~

Back to yesterday ;

I just don't know why I am feeling so happy.

I realise that I like to communicate with friends or people who are older than me by 1 or 2 years;instead with the same age of people??

Its like I got more topics to chat with senior rather than juniors or same age :\

HAha..just got this habit of talking to seniors.

Yesterday he reminds me of my childhood's days.I love chatting with him..^^

Thank You So Much,HYUNG!

We both online and chat until 1 something :D

What a sweet hyung I got!._______.

Oh YES!:))

I've just met a new friend from Korea now xD

Its a girl..^^ knew her through fb just now.

Shes a nice and friendly girl :D

I love chatting with her..I found her through SUJU's fansclub.

Wow.First time chatting with a korean people.

Shes my 1st korean bestie ^^haha.

She told me everysingle thing about KOrea.

& shes also one of the FT island member's best friend.

Awesome right???:D
Man...she knows ft island member..WOW!!

I'm so excited..

Cool.Awesome.Fantastic.

She goes to the same uni with all the korean stars..

*heart meltz*

Its nice to have friend like her..

I am so proud of being her friend ^^

FOR NOW,I had KOREAN and JAPANESE FRIENDS..I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW :DD

hyper-ing now..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Off to go now,

chem chem chem~

AhnyungHaseyo <3

2009-10-18T21:34:00.004+08:00

*Nickhun from 2PM*

I'm back again..
been hiatus for so long...
Actually just one week nia xP
Juz wanted to say that exam is killing my life~``
I don't think I can tahan nym0re with it~
I seriously need help!!!!!S.O.S
Hate Exam So Much....
Make me cannot sleep & eat well =_________________________=

But hor,
luckily I got Korea song for me to relax & listen
If not hah,I sure die punya x.x
Don't know why so obsessed with super junior ♥
Superb addicted to their song~
& I didn't expected dong hae is that crazy..
worst than Jung Soo~
Not only me ♥ SUJU now,
I actually influence my friend Jacqueline & Sok Yeng.
Both of them are crazy of SUJU!!
Haha..xD it seems like SUJU very very famous LOL!
I want to learn their dance ♥
I want to learn their song ♥
13 of them are just so COOL,HANDSOME,FUNNY,CRAZY & CUTE!!!
Besides super junior,I also like some others group...

2pm ♥?

SNSD ♥?

Wonder Girls♥?

Ft Island ♥?

Double$501♥?

Lee Seung Gi♥?

Boom♥?

Dbsk♥?

I wish Asia Song Festival will hold in Malaysia....I really want to go..
I want to meet all of them ♥

I am a K-POP FREAKO NOW!!!!!!^^

Biology.

2009-10-09T00:53:00.005+08:00

My precious baby ♥

My one and only bf !

I ♥ him always......

I will always be there with you.

Alrights.

I better stop thinking of having fun right now.

Exam ain't over yet. :L

Still got few more weeks to go

I really really need to concentrate & focus on my exam.

Before I really commit suicide :#(

Biology is my next paper.

& I'm still only in 1 of the chapter of bio..

Left 3 more days.

Been thinking about SUJU every moment.<3

I am so obsessed with them already.

My handphone is full with their song & pictures.

I am superb crazieeeeeeeee of SUJU fans. =\

Kahyn.

Don't always think about them right now :D

Just focus on your exam pls..

Its more important than them :X

You know that you are weak in science subject

&yet you are still enjoying yourself :3

Please study well & get good result ^^

“Get over the idea that only children should spend their time in study. Be a student so long as you still have something to learn, and this will mean all your life."-Henry L. Doherty

Good nights.

sweet dreams.=)

...And I finally bought the book :)

2009-10-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

Yes!

I finally found his workbook in bookshop today :D

Have you notice his name is on the book? :))

Went all the way to IOI just to find his book.
No lah.just kidding only.
Mum woke me up & asked me whether want to go shopping at IOI to see the new concept(new wing)
Around 12 only we go for a walk at IOI.
Not really many things to see at IOI lahh!!=="
Quite boring..but I like the new wing concept;big and spacious.
I kept asking my mum whether can I find his book anot?
Mum was like try to find lahh!
We then went to popular to search for his book.
At first can't really find in the biology section
My mum wanted to ask the staff member to find it and I still keep searching for it.
Then my mum just simply took out one kertas model spm book and I saw his name there :)
I was laughing all the way.glad that I found the book :D
After that,I went to the comic store and bought 5 comics book xD
LOL..planning to read it after my exam.
Went home around 5pm.

Alrightts;
I need to study bio now & prepare for the next exam.
Nittes :)

I am so relieved!!!

2009-10-06T23:35:00.004+08:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED A CHEMISTRY TUTION RIGHT NOW D:

Anyone can intro any tution centres??
or teacher who willing to teach Form 4 syllabus??

I am so depressed with today's paper.
I screwed the whole entire paper..
I lost 17 marks in paper 3.
What am I going to do?
I am so depressed now :(
I feel like killing myself..'

Lets Talk Bout My Tution Today ;

My handsome & cute teacher came late for an hour.He was supposed to give us extra lesson and asked his student to come one hour earlier;
and he couldn't manage to come at the specific time;because his car broke down at his college;
aww.how sad.all of us waiting at there for half an hour?lols.But I forgive him for his mistakes.is not really his prob neither.Is Tuhan yang mentakdirkannnya.xDI love his teaching method..I want to score for my next paper dhis time.

No matter what..I will take all my hard time to revise his subject.

I Hate Myself for being too lazy :(

2009-10-03T23:14:00.005+08:00

Re-edit my post :

"I want to be remembered as the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten up her own..."

KAHYN!!PLEASE STOP DREAMING!!

WAKE UP & DO REVISION!!

-gosh-

I feel like crying right now..

I am so confused !

I can't even concentrate on studies.

I thought that I could always cut down on computer and just focus on study. to get a better results

But it seems like I can't do it.I can't take it anymore.

Could someboday teach me how to relax but still study?

I've got plenty of subject to revise it!I'm dying of reading it.

If I continuous study,I will be a crazy woman running around without clothes??

-geramnya!-

I just don't understand myself why am i being so laziness

My teacher always said this to my mum :

"Your daughter is just an average girl,she can be a better person if she work hard for it"

I just felt guilty when I once remember the sentence above

Just really cant understand. :(

Feel like cursing myself..

Always do revision last minute...

Do you know what am i most afraid of?

Its school exam...not to say i hated exam but i just somehow lazy to study.

and I got this instinct tells me that If I don't study hard,I will regret forever.

Those letters and words are killing my eyes..

Just freaking hate it!

I don't know how to calm myself down when it comes to exam.

Before sitting for it,I already think about the 2nd stage which are the big disaster.

.................................

I know everyone hate exams.Who doesnt hate exams??

Those who like exams,they are BIG FAT LIAR!

So friggin nervous and panic

Next week is the huge disaster to me...EXAM!!!!

Bm paper 1 & Eng paper 2 then followed by the next day is chemistry..

Chemisrty is the most I hated subject ever... :(

All those chemical equations are killing my brains..

Honestly speaking,I don't like science yet I'm in sub-science.

haha.funny rite?=D

I seriously don't really understand what I'm doing right now..

I shouldn't be online by now.I should be studying..

But I also should stop studying..I don't want this to be my very 1st nightmare

*sobs*

How to start revising those weak subject of mine?

My english is gettng worst till I need to ask my friend to be my tutor. :(

How am i going sto survive without academic wise??*sigh*

I've guess I already got brain-washed when I was in lala land.

"I hope I can actually cope up with all the subjects and other activities"

"I hope I can actually do better in this exam"

"I hope that I can really work hard for it..."

TO ALL MY FRIENDS ;

ALL THE BEST!!JIA YOU & GOOD LUCK

MV outing

2009-09-22T20:01:00.004+08:00

Todays mv outing are quite urrm....BORING and FAST!
I set the alarm at 8.30 yesterday midnight and I woke up at 9.00
I was like so blur until I don't know what to do..wanted to go back to sleep :x
but then I can't.I'm awake and the outing..
Thought it was fun...!!But end up with a S-I-G-H.

=x

Reached at mid valley around 11.met with sok yeng,her sis and ratna at cinema.
While waiting for them buying ticket,I saw may kei with her aunt..kept looking at her but don't dare to say HI!(shy...)in the end,we both said HI together!xD
Before the show starts,we teman sok yeng sister to Nichii to shop!I lovee shopping but no $$.
(T_T)I told sok yeng that I met him that day at ROMP(bside nichii,fyi)..haha..but why didn't I see him today?Shes like so 38..kept ejek me...xD..but I lovee her!Sok Yeng's sis bought a pants..I want too!As we were talking and walking,Pui Yung called Ratna saying that shes already in mv.So,Ratna went out to look for her..and left Sok Yeng,her sis and I at Nichii.I took out my phone and showed sok yeng my teuk-ie picture..I put him as my hp wallpaper....walalala~
She likes it!and there we goes....talk and talk....

:))

Then we walk to the cinema with the two quite oklah guys :D..but they both were darn quiet although they are 18."Wonder why nowadays guys are so shy than girl?"We watched "Imagine that"..Its an english show and kinda funny..but I couldn't laugh...Keep thinking about him.+(
I was freezing the whole time inside the cinema :)) I wish he will be there..sitting right beside me.but I know this will not happen.so I just forget bout it!

Sok Yeng : Eh,since you always talk bout him so much,go kao him la...
Kah Yan :Nahh,I already got mine in Korea xD
Sok Yeng :Cheh,got guy live so near,you want to choose far far wan...
Kah Yan : Cos the far far one look more mature but he doesn't seems to look old..xD
Sok Yeng : ......

After the 2 hours movie,I quickly ask sok yeng teman me to toilet..cant tahan xD
Phewwwww...thank god not many people x)
I saw my primary friend,Michelle.*ahh*
I don't dare to say hi cos im shy again....I hope she didn't see me.
After that,Sok Yeng,Sis and I are hungry..so we go cari tempat untuk makan..
Her sis keep asking me to choose as I very cincai...not very choosy type..!xD
Sok Yeng called Ratna asking her where were they..
Then we met up...and I saw the two dude again x(
We can't really decide what to eat and finally we separated...8D
We 3 then pergi makan at Spagetthi Grill....their makanan not bad...yum yum!
Sok Yeng's sis took a photo of us eating..hahaa..will get it from fb soon ^^

8D

We then went shopping for awhile after makan..
I saw one jacket very nice and thought of buying it since there are 50% price.
Sok Yeng said the jacket look like Abel's punya..LOL.
I wanted to buy..no longer then my bro called up..
ask me to go to the south court...mum waiting there with bro..
ahhh..*shit* I wanted to buy la...ishk
nvm la...don't care already..nxt time la...
Inside the car,the original Kah Yan is back with her pose...camwhoring time =D
hahaha..xD
That's the end of the shopping day.
=(

"I couldn't believe and understand myself why I like a guy who is older than me 10 years and he doesn't seems to look old at all"He looks young although he is 26 :D

Exams are just around the corner.I'll better get ready for it!

Slmat Hari Raye Aidilfitri!

2009-09-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

currently playing ;
Super Junior -Sorry Sorry

First of all,
I want to wish all the malays,
Happy Hari Raye!!.

Don't know why nowadays I am so obessed with K-pop artiste.
especially suju & ss501..
I used to like Lam Fung...but now I guess no more feeling??xD
maybe you can call me" 花心"...but please don't tumbuk me!!
I am so addicted to SUJU show...
Currently watching SUJU show at youtube.com
I like to see their expression especially Lee Teuk...he is just so so so CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :))
Imma fell in lovee with him......^^*heart melts*
I recommended the SUJU show to some of my friend.and they even LOL..
The show is darn funny....xD
I laughed till my jaws pain and stomach pain..
Its really darn funny!!!!!!!hahahahaha..

Alrighteesssss,
I'll think I better stop watching it anymore :x
Cos exam is in 2 weeks time..
haha..
I need to be more focus on this time..:x
If not,i'm so gonna be a dead MEAT!!!:x

I will only blog if I have time and depends on my mood....

ON HIATUS!!!!

Get Well Soon

2009-09-12T00:08:00.005+08:00

Get Well Soon,Kim Hyun-Joong.....

am waiting for you to hold a concert in Malaysia..

will be on HIATUS due to revision for final examination.

090909 ;p

2009-09-09T17:21:00.004+08:00

090909;once in a life time..

let us make a wish right now;

before its too late..

>>>

I wish to do better in my final examination!!

Happy Birthday to those who were born on this date;

~Wisely

~Amani

Enjoy Your Birthday!

♥Lee Teuk @Leader of Super Junior

♥my prince charming

ii like his specs :D

::currently watching super junior show::

::love them alot ♥::

::ii ♥ SUJU,FT ISLAND,DBSK,LSK & SS501::

::SarangHeyo::

::kamsaha-mida::

Same But Different.

2009-09-08T16:04:00.002+08:00

Oh well,
I'd just realized that I had many friends that look alike with the artist ._.

"Brandon Choong @ David Archuleta

Richie Thien @ Lee Hom

Jonathan @ Kim Hyung Joon

Xenk @ Khalil Fong

JH @ Raymond & his voice like Wu Chun.."

Unbelievable~!!hahas..
well,the first two name is my nephew..LOL...
i am an aunt already!!!xD
What the tuuuuuut day!!!!
Hate the moral lesson so muchh....
Just because of small matter(terlupa bawa newspaper),kena denda at lawn..
zzz....play choo choo train!!!=x..
ntg better to do..siao wan....!!!
Dahlah..some of the prefect and librarian even kena..=x.
SIgh.........!!!
Darn iT!!!!!!!!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Dear Shin Hwa,

"FYI,I want to go USJ Installation just want to seee my two darling and one big bro!!!xD....HE owe me something,so i need to get it back from him!!!and I misss my Hsiu Jiuan and Vindra so much....but too bad I got tution on that day...sigh......"

tata...

gtg now..

it's going to rain soon.

buaixxxx

Friends.

2009-09-06T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hey...guess whos is that in the pic?my beloved lovely aka sister,Abel..haha..sigh...I just got no picture to put...sorry Abel,i terpaksa use your pic as my post picture xD.Ahhh..now is already 12:12,Monday...Selangor state having a public holiday....So I am lucky that I study at selangor state...xD..which my other friend study in KL school..lols..

Back to the topic...I am so happy this few days cos I can get back along with all my long lost friend...xD...I found them back thru facebook..I love you FACEBOOK!...Yesterday was the best day ever,in msn...chatted with two of my besties...Ian and Jacqueline..LOL...again they non stop 99 me with that fellar.....sigh...anyhow,i also 99 back jackie....
"SK o SK" xD....and that Ian fellar said that he is sick...cough+flu+sore throat...AHHHHH!H1N1!!!!!shushushu away...xD.

"Ian hou chow and its so ming hin until we have to use jet to fly away from him"......this sentence is both Jacqueline and I created...LOL...nice write...haha..sorry Ian,we both got nothing to do at that time...sorry...!Then I added Ammar in another conversation with Jackie..LOLs....Ammar is my primary friend and hes a nice guy lol...but again we 2 99 him..pity him wei...lols..i'm sorry Ammar,Selamat Berpuasa and Hari Raya Aidilfitri!...don't forget my duit raya xD!".

Baaaaa~i think i too siao already~can't control myself......lols...and just now i chit chatted with the aka leng zaii CCH at fb..he non stop calling me stupid...grrrrr!but is nice to chat with him tho..lols....He say me lou jorr not dai gor luii XD...feel like calling him go jiak sai!xD....sigh..now he is sleeping lols...he msged me just to wish me good night!(aww,how sweet~!!)lols..being so perasan now..hahahahahha.....

Before I stop writting,
I just want to say....

Thank You Kar Seng Kor!

I want to go to USJ13 Leo Installation!!!!!!

nites.

Why?

2009-09-04T23:18:00.003+08:00

Why?
Why every single day is so sien?:x
Plenty of school homework to do!-sigh-
Final exam is just around the corner.
I haven't even started a single yet :x
I'm dying man......TT

Today stayback in school till 2.20p.m
just for an extra bio'..
Teacher taught us chapter 8....
We combined with 4 Sc 2 and together we all are in the lab..
There are some students who didn't really attend and teacher seems don't care...:x
But I wonder why teacher today love talking jokes..
I don't really find is funny..only some are funny!xD
Well,after that I rushed for add math' which starts at 2.30.
Luckily I reached there in time...:x
Then later that,went for bm class..
chit chatting with jqi and pavi......
this ian ask me to go away;dont block his way when I was outside wearing my slipper..
zZzZ....=="
After class went to pasar malam,bought usual stuff..
my favourite BUBBLE TEA ICE-BLENDED!
bought 2 diff flavour...yummy~
I drank all....
When I was on my way back home,I saw ****** walking...
LOL..why so kiu wan??He changed alot as in no wearing specs anymore =x

And now..
I am doing the tag by wei lin~
Actually arhh,i think i done that before..
but dont care lahh,since I got nothing to do right now =x

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
On the cheek?forehead?(no other spots...)

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
tired + sleepy..hate going to school

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
with those japanese student exchange~

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
No..lols

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Yeah y not?Im the health director~

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Duh!but now is no longer~

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
No..for WHAT?!

8. What does your last text message say?
Yea y?

9. What are you thinking right now?
Homework + Add Math + wonder what will happen tomorrow?

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
yeah~

11. What was the time you went bed last night?
about 11.30pm.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Malacca together with Shiori,Pei Lim and Miru

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
you think lehh?

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Ian

TEN lucky person to do this quiz..
Anyone.

-Nites dude-

Not ready.

2009-08-31T17:20:00.010+08:00

Happy Merdeka.

Today is the last day of August.

Wow,so fast right?=x

However,tomorrow schools start.

I am still in holiday mood..yikes..

Still enjoying my holiday,time passes fast.

Another semester starts tomorrow.

Life is not easy to survive =="

I've been doing nothing this holiday.

Just stoning at home.surfing the net,listen to music.That's all !

No outing due to stupid and **** h1n1.

I miss shopping and camwhoring.

I am still sick..coughing..(sigh)

When can I recover ahh?(cries)Lazy to wear mask.

Not really done my homework..lol...lazy again.

I am being lazy all the while..

I don't want to go to school so fast..

I want to sleep more ! (thanks to ian for calling me pig xD)

Oh yeah,

if i'm not mistaken,last wednesday I cried.

because of add math;how silly am I.

I've actually on msn and complained to Wisely,Ian and Kor about it;

They asked me to relax but I can't.

So i keep on crying till I vomited twice.xD

I vomited because I didn't follow the proper balancing diet..=x

Bahahaha..alott of them concern about me..

Thank you to those who concern about me !

Recently I chatted with Ian in msn and facebook.

most of the time...this is because I like to kenakan him..

LOL..

i told him that "If I couldn't find another soul,you'll be my mangsa"

lols.what to do.sigh.

Don't know why,I started to have a feeling towards *******

and I told ian and tania about it..

they kept kenakan me 99..sigh..

I scared to have a relationship with *******...

The word *satt baii* actually I've gone through it before..

I don't want to *sat baii* again..T.T

They ask me not to worry about it.!

Should I trust em?xD

Gosh!

Feel like want to vomit nowadays.

nahh,do not think about pregnancy;=x

Its not okay..i think is just maybe not enough of sleep or stress.!

sigh..many things had happened in the same time.

I don't know how to solve it.

Hmm,what shall I say now??

Good Luck To All My Form 5 Friends~

Alright,
I miss all the Japanese YE student.
I miss him right now....^^
Byebye.

Birthday wishes.

2009-08-28T21:45:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday ;

Miss Kum Kei Yan,

17th on 280809;

Stay leng luii forever~

Good luck in your spm.=)

May God Bless You.

Hope you have a wonderful birthday..^^

*pics not available*

Mr Yeo Suan Kit

16th on 280809;

my BF since primary 1,

I wish you all the best in your future;

Be smarter and more socialize :))

enjoy your sweet sixteen birthday !

-Krystal Yan-

Hand in Hand.

2009-08-20T23:54:00.003+08:00

Please go away you mr.Sick!

Don't come back to me anymore...I don't love you..

Shoo!Shoo!Shoo!Away away.....=x

Urghh..

am skipping school again tomorrow..

msg teacher already.hope she doesn't mind.

my goshh~tomorrow is Installation..

and I am just freaking sit at home doing nothing??

Man.,.....x.x

I should study while I'm taking off for holidays..

but I couldn't concentrate...(n.n)

I'm skipping my tution pass few weeks..

blardy!!!why can't i focus on study???

WHAT AM I THINKING OF ACTUALLY???????

hate myself for being so stubborn and stupid..`

nites.

Having flu.

2009-08-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

preziee from japan.

Thanks alot Miru's mother.

I've recieved Tohoshinki's latest album as my gift.

many more other presents..

~~~~

I got sudden flu attack.

FYI.many people seems like don't trust me that im having flu.

I can't attend school for 3 days.

Dr Cheong gave me MC for 3 days/../

But planning not to off 3 days.(depends)

p/s : To those who don't believe im sick.,i'll show you my MC.

soon.

~~~~~~

Tomorrow peka.

dying man..i just can't figure out what to do.

Everyone must go for chemistry.

and Now i am sick.

WTH lah!

why so coincedence punya?=="

im dying..

pray that Im healthy.

~~~~~~~

YE PROGRAMME COMING SOON!!!

-will update it soon-

Nites.

Cuo ai.

2009-08-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

Currently playing "Sorry Sorry"

by Super Junior.

Yes!

I finally found back the form

which is very important to me..

It's inside the bio exercise book.

haha.didn't know was inside the book?

terslit kat dalam?oh gosh..

I msged Ian and Charity this morning just the sake for this.

Luckily both of them using Maxis..so is not really expensive duh!

I cried since yesterday and I didn't really pray to GOD as what Ian suggested it to me

yesterday!baka..

forgotten to pray!xD

Sorry Ian and Charity,

for wasting your credit..and thank you for teman-ing me..=)

My room is so the yellowish now..

because the curtain is yellow in colour..

My room even have air-condition right now..

wow!so cooling but make me sneezing every night.=="

I really got nothing to post already..

can't think of what to post about.

I miss camwhoring alott.♥

~looking forward to Wednesday

Birthday.

2009-08-02T00:12:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Bro!

Benjamin Tong.

a.k.a Sk8ter Ben.

Pfft..
Its already the month of august.
Time passes so fast and exams are getting nearer.
Lessons in school are getting harder.
Students are getting lazy.
I really got nothing to post bout.
No words are coming out from my head.

p/s : I lose something important which I'm not suppose to loose it.!Mum's gonna kill me @@

Nites =)

my life revolves around....

2009-07-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

Feeling funky.

2009-07-29T17:33:00.004+08:00

Sigh,
Don't know what's wrong with me this few days?
I am feeling depressed past few days.
I feel like no one cares about me..
I don't want to lie about it anymore =x
I felt guilty.

I've guessed I agree with huiping's blogname which is a girl who lack of confidence D:
I am a person who really really have no confident on herself.
All the things I've done is only depends on other people.
I want to built-up my confidence but I can't.
I'm tired,I don't want to depends on people anymore.
=x

I just chatted with ah "kor" and abel in msn.
Only both of them who cares me alot especially "kor"..
Only he knews and understand me alott.
He is the one who always support me even when im feeling so down.
Its been ages I never see him.I miss him.
I only can chat with him via msn but not in real life..
I haven't take a solo pic with him b4..LOLs.
He knews everything about me..he understand.
I appreciate it alot and I really need to say sorry for causing you alot of trouble.

A.B.E.L,
I treat her like my sis.
She always concern about me..cares bout me when I feeling sad.
)=
She likes to jokes with me,give me advise and etc.
Shes a nice and friendly girl..
She always wait 4 me and be there with me.ask me not to worry so much^^
I lovee you....xD

Dear Kor and Abel,
You know what I told you about just now.about the signature.Thanks for the advise once again.=)I really hope that she will approve it.but yet Im still scared...Thanks for your support.

Yan.

I know he is SICK or maybe not?but anyways,i miss him..I wish can talk to him more often..Get well soon!

Cell Division.

2009-07-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

BIO TOMORROW...

I've just asked lock see whats coming out for bio..
She said just read up Nutrition and Cell Division.
Wow~??
2 in 1?
haha..
LOLs...

REVISE BIO!!
BIO!!
BIO!!!!
ALL SCIENCE TEACHER ARE CRAZY!!!!!!*learnt through mod.math*

July Test.

2009-07-27T17:49:00.003+08:00

Grrrr....
what a hectic monday!
hate going to school on monday.
many people said monday is a BLACK DAY...is sort of true :)
early in the morning,the weather was so superb HOT until I sweat alot..
=="
Then there are some dude in my class said got sejarah exam!
I was like Oh F!I totally didn't even touch a single page of history~
my gawttttttttt~
All i know is khalifah here and there,,bani here and there...LOls..
zzz..
Luckily history's was after recess,..still got time to read up.
but anyways,i'm still scared of it...
hahaha...then during recess,mei yen told me it was all OBJECTIVE..
ahh..thank goodness!xD
Eventhough is all objective i still suck at that subject..
=="
Can guess that I will fail for this time?
hahas.
Got to go catch up for chemistry's account's tomorrow..
tata.

Kinda Dissapointed.

2009-07-26T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hey there,yesterday's concert was superb nice!
but UNFORTUNATELY is sorta sad....My family and I reached at the place around 6.30...Meng Kuan and Shi Wei reached my house about 6.15We went there about 15 minutes only??because I stay near towards the place LOL.Jacqueline then called up and ask where am I?I then said I'm already at the place.I then called wynn and asked him where is he??rupa rupanya he still on the way.@.@!I never see wynn before,just chatted with him in internet before..xDAnd I saw alot of people whom I know via internet..especially MJ..haha..I even saw kei yan,her friend,shin mei,and so on.....

I stood with Wen Yuin,Wen Yuin's Sis and Sok Yeng..Together -gether we stood outside to wait for the door to open..haha...At outside of the stadium,I couldn'y belive that I saw Nic aka ex-superstar at there..and I chit chatted with him.LOL.he so funny..=="I passed him few banners made by lion alan.Then Jacqueline msged me said that Justin just passed by her..woah!cool..then I kept asking mana JUSTIN??Lols....Finally then I saw him..I'm trying to go near him but don't dare to say HI..because wei quan and other top 20 were there....At LAST,i managed to talk to him..I said

Hi,Justin.

Hi.

Remember me?

*thinks*errrr,wait ahh...i know....errr

mention my full name.

Oh,kah yan ahh?owh,heys.*smile*

Hi again..errr,where are you sitting?

*showed me the ticket*A22..hehe..

people ask him to take with him...stop a little while..

Oh..im sitting behind the judges..^^

Yerrrrr,,i want your ticket!!TT.

*laughs*you wearing green,so u must be supporting.....

haha..yeah..=)

anyways see you later.

kay xD

Then,I went back to Sok yeng's place where she stood.And she was like..mana u la??
i said went and find justin lorrr..I asked wen yuin and SOk yeng whether they wants to take picture with em anot?they said sure..hehe.Then Sok Yeng trying to push me to *ahemm* Lols...Thank You Sok Yeng!!xD..Then sok yeng and wen yuin wants me to take solo pic with *ahemm* LOLs..thank you my lovely senior!hehe.They bawa me to another *ahemm* there..LOLs...aloiii~go there chit-chatted with him a lil while..his friends was like *eh,got people....*Sok Yeng and Wen Yuin laughs..both of em macam paparazi..holding camera and he thoughts what happen?then he said oh,picture ahh?sure =)I was like =='"

The gate started to open...all my friends went in except me..cos waiting for TICKETS!!!!!xD..So I went to Jacqueline's and the gang there.Then I saw sherman..I kept knocking his head using the *thingy* dunno what is it called la....haha...He said one word,i hit him..xD..loves to play with him....xD....!So lame la when he ask me,"ni ke yi jiang hua yv meh??"zzz...DUH...of course la..i just not fluence only ma...Then we quickly rushed in tot the place..concert started around 8.05?
I sat next to sok yeng.LOL..

Anyways,both of us commented alot...When Alvin started to sing,I can't really hear what he sing..sobs*.bla bla bla...and we both wanted to find ABEL punya.....but x jumpa...TT...ABEL I SO MISSSSSSS YOU~~lalala...haix...(hehe..i lazy to write the whole concert all about,there's alot of things to mention)...LAZY NOW!UNFORTUNATELY,ALVIN GOT NUMBER 5...sigh..sobs.

ASQ RESULTS!!
Min-1
Kai Fai-2
Yoke-3
Ryan-4
Alvin-5

To ALVIN : Don't be sad alvin..at least you've tried your best..We will support you..DONT WORRY..x.x....The concert ends around 12..well,I stayed back a little while with Sherman,Yee Ling and others for taking pictures..So sayang din take pic with ALVIn...stupiak fellar dun let us..yishk!!!curse curse curse!but WE MANAGED to take pic with JUstin,Billy again.hahas.what to do.!!!hahahaha...hmmmmph....yee ling ask justin to take pic with her..SO i was the camera man. and asked sherman to join in..justin smile again.1st picture was blur...2nd pic thank god i managed to take pic very fast...then Wei Quan passed by..then he said Oh,sorry..haha..we laughed..so funny..yikes.!almost forgotten to take pic with wei quan..ahhh!SHIT!sad sad..

Then sherman,yee ling and I saw kai fai..and we ask,kai fai,can take pic with us ma?he wanted too then he assistant say x boleh....kai fai said "dui mm q ahh,ha chi lerr"zzzzzz.!!!!feel dissapointed la...

p/s : Sorry Lion Alan,,we didn't even have a chance to have a group pic....im so sorry!!!!..

Countdown.

2009-07-25T17:04:00.002+08:00

ASTRO STAR QUEST 2009

will be starting in 2 HOURS time..

GET READY ppl~!!!

BANNERS ARE WITH ME NOW!!

Favours from Lion Alan =)

2009-07-22T19:58:00.003+08:00

Dear Lion Alan,

I am really really sorry for always asking about the banner.I am really really sorry.haha.Beside that,I really really need to thanks alot for making 6 Banners for Alvin.I'm sure he will be very very happy.And I really really hope that you can come for the finals.=)..but you can't come.Hence,I really need to thank you alot Lion Alan...I'll support you beside Alvin..hahas.

Regards,

Kah Yan.

Lets see the conversation between me and Alan Thoo.

Choong
hihi...morning :)
Alan
morning?!!!
Choong
hahhaha....yaya morning la..
sorry for keep smsing u..=(
Alan
its ok

when i get the banner, i will pas to u k?
Choong
oh..sure..but how are u gonna pass to me??
Alan
dunno. dun worry
Choong
hahaha...but if can,before saturday la..
Alan
your number pls? I get the supplier to call u to deliver to u

Choong
oh...haha...012-*******
thanks lion alan!=D
Alan
his name is Mr Michael
he'll call u. he said print finish adi
got 2 sets, with tiang.. 2 more, no tiang
total got 6 banners!, 2 designs
:)

Choong
oh..wow...6 banners ahh...cool..hehe..
Alan
ya ya
pls do me a favour ya
Choong
okay...thank you very much
sure..?

Alan
when your group go there, PLEASEEE take aphoto of your group ging crazy!!!!
and also....
if alvin can come over.. take a photo of alvin
then... facebook it! blog it...
give me link! :)
k?
hehe

Choong
oh..hahha..sure...no probs..xD
Alan
one of the design is on the leo blog adi..
the one that says leo308b2 support Alvin chong
Choong
oo?

kk..anyways,are you attending the joint installation tis saturday?
Alan
hehe.. branding ma.. so pplall over malaysia can see LEO308B2!!!!!
hohohohoho
:P
yaa.. but very quick one, i have to rush to ipoh

I think the picture above there thats one of the sample banner gua???xD

Three more days.

good luck all the contestant :)

LOVE.

2009-07-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

I am super duper lazy to blog nowadays.
and superb emotional too
due to some probs.=)

Nyways,
I am gonna blog about y'day stories.
At school,every form 4 classes have to send representative for the moral sketches.
The punishment is RM 30 if don't participate.So,,we don't want to use our class fund because we broke already.
Our stories is about "Kehidupan Wei Lin"..we have to speak in BM..=="
I act as a good teacher,Reyvathy act as discipline teacher,charity act as the restaurant boss,subashini,jeeva and parveeni act as a good student.Wei Lin,Tasha,Ursula(monitor) and Reevi act like a gangster...
As Usual,we practice last minute..we don't really memorise the script because its a last-minute-job.
While we are practicing,I supposed to say Wei Lin,tolong duduk dan buat kerja masing-masing.Instead of that,I said "Wei Lin,SHUT UP"everyone started laughing include me...hahax..sorry la...accidently ma.><

Then that night.
OMFG lahhh...teacher so perasan said that HE very leng zai..after class,I ask jacqueline to teman me to ask him..So,,I gave teacher a piece of paper,written "ASQ 10 (space) 2 send to 33888" and I ask teacher to vote for AC..Then he said cheh not Alvin Siah also,don't want vote la....YORRRRR~he mmg betul perasan..say ownself leng zai...kakax..One more thing happened in tution.he is being so ridiculous,sarcastic and too open-minded.Make me laugh the whole time in the class...but anyways hes an absolutely a NICE and PERFECT TEACHER YET SOMETIMES STRICT!!

Lols..
Many funny things happened y'day.
=)

emotion.

2009-07-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

I hate being myself.

I wish I will never born to this world.

Why do I always make people unhappy or angry?

Why do people always think me im arrogant?

Why and Why?

I don't know who to talks to;

I just know I want to cry right now.

and every single day..

I am not going to talk to people anymore.

I felt that i'm so annoyed.

5 more days...

2009-07-20T19:10:00.002+08:00

Yes...
finally i had recieved the ticket from Zenny.
Went all the way to One U right after school with mum..
Errr,kinda sesat there abit..x.x
I counted the ticket and found out..it was like
OMGOSHH!!!26 ticket??
What happened to 30 ticket..
I felt so depressed and I quickly message zenny.
And she also dunno what's going on..
I say nvm larrr...
Then I ask jia xin to msg him..
see whether can get extra 10 ticket bo...
THANK GOODNESS luckily he said can..
i lovee you my friend..♥
but ONE THING how to get from him???
==

Dear friend,

i am really really sorry for asking you again and again.

i think i terlalu keterlaluan to ask for it.

maybe you don't like it,

that's what i think.

perhaps,maybe not?

i'm really sorry for bothering you everytime.

i just curious lol..

but anyways,we do have the same" surname" laughs..

thanks for being my friend =)

and nice chatting with you my friend...

"GOOD LUCK ALVIN CHONG ON THE FINALS"

Oh well,

I'm now watching the top 5's mv..

Is nice..haha..

WHO WILL WIN THIS TIME???

bye.

2009-07-19T17:18:00.003+08:00

I'm really sick of this anymore.

I wish I never met you before.

I am not going to update my blog as frequent anymore.

just incase you read my blog.

{♥}

TRANSFORMER

2009-07-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

hehe.finally i watched transformer today =)
was waiting for so long,finally got chances to watch.
went with sok yeng and ratna to MidValley.=)
The movie was awesome LOL..
by the way,I loveeeeeeeee BUMBLE BEE!!!
He is so adorable..

and......

I almost cried when watching the movie.
T.T

Mean x.x

2009-07-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

我恨他，他很过分和讲话带有讽刺！ '过分' oO..

I almost wanted to cry after listening to his beautiful sarcastic wonderful sentences..

I know la my results ain't that HIGH but he shouldn't say till like this till hurt me...

Can't stand anymore..TT

Tickets to Astro Star Quest 2009

2009-07-12T14:15:00.005+08:00

I just deleted the post.

Because there are some minor problems.

so ya..mind me??!!!

Lets watch the video below...

2009-07-11T22:28:00.004+08:00

Hello.
Don't feel like typing anything.
cos i am too lazy to type.
SO here are the videos of the PJI incoming bod dance.
Enjoy watching it LOL.

errr,well,
the video is abit blur..cos my hand was shaking..
and ya..
today the two emcees were pretty nervous(we can see that)..
maybe is their 1st time LOL..and ya...they both look gorgeous..
liang zai jason AND liang lui mun suet!!xD

last but not least,
b4 i stop blogging.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG LUI JIA XIN!!!

2009-07-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hey YOU!*laughs*
I just post a random pic..
To those people who doesn't know,Lemme tell you..
he is just my friend!!no other relation okay?
=="'especially who knows it!!just don't be information counter please!!

*F.U.C.K is actually friends u can keep and is not the bad word*

Hell yeah._,
Actually there's nothing to post for today.
Just that I wanna say thanks to Puan Tan's tution,
because if I don't tution there in form 2,I wouldn't even know smkbbsp-rians.
except those senior lahh!
haha..
and I wouldn't know who is Kar Jun and I won't even be famous in their school
certain class only lahh..*perasan*
Don;t ask me what happen LOL.

Err,
this afternoon i make someone sad/angry.
Is actually my fault.
I'm the one who bought Alvin S in friends for sale!
Then I asked Jen Win to buy him away from me..=="
And he bought him..
I didn't know that Alvin S would left a comment in Jen Win's profile..
OMG!
I felt guilty to Jen Win already...
because I think alvin S would probably asking him some bio question.
I'm really sorry Jen Win..=x

This is what He commented :-
Siah Kok Lim at 2:39pm July 5
wat!!!who is the one who bought me....somemore said im his pet....jen win jaga kau!...

Die le =x
sorry ahh jen win..
just to let you know i bought him back
& i put him on sales right now xD

Blast Off!! xD

2009-07-04T21:06:00.004+08:00

*my friendster*
*my facebook*

I feel quite de boring now~

Nothing to do..

Just finished watching the Astro Talent Quest shown in TV.

muahaha.

My friendster is currently dead so as my blog.soon will be dead too~

"Silly-O-me"

I felt so paiseh this morning.

Do you know what happened??

We went to the wrong place.

Actually there's two UTAR at seksyen 13?

One is dunno what;the other one is the HQ~

~.~

We went to that place instead of the HQ.

If I know,I shouldn't ask them to come down with me and get inside the campus..

So all of us went down and mum left us because we thought it was that place.

But then,,xxx thinks that it is not right place..xD

And i asked the guard where is the exact place?

"Kat mana tempat tu yang ade ceramah punya?"

"Opposite Jaya One!"

OMG!I seriously freak out wey!!No idea to get out from there.

Stuck there.xD

Luckily got people fetch us there(some couple)

So lucky! and they are KIND and HELPFUL~

I felt so paiseh hv to tumpang their car...^^

They asked us are we the new Student?

LOL..and I said we're not,we r frm Assunta!hahas.

Gosh..yishk..really what a unlucky day!!

Thank GOd,we reach in time.

pitty shi wei,catherine and sook sian terpaksa wait for us at the guard house.

I was like all the way shouting even infront of de guardhouse.LOLs.

Really Paiseh!!!=D

I don't really wanna touch about what happen today in the talks.

Overall,I kinda ENJOY the talks By Tracy,ex-assuntarians.

http://www.memoryjungles.com/

I loveeeeeeeee my Account tution alott!!!!=D

we jokes around with teacher..

He always call me *CHUNG KA YAN* and ask me,

where's your LAM FUNG??(in cantonese)

LOLs...=D

will be seeing him next wednesday.

sayonara~

My Little Secret =D

2009-07-01T17:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Wee Chien~!!

a.k.a darling,

sweet 14th,

enjoy your birthday ya & wish you always HEALTHY

p/s :i know you like your crush alot(9 years diff punya)

Happy Birthday Anchal~!!

sweet 16th.

It's been 4 years we nvr see each other.

i miss you so much.

^^ enjoy ur sweet 16th bday

Oh not forgotten to say;
Wee Chien & Anchal,
You're now one year older..
enjoy your life in studying and others...=D
don't ever delay your time!!or else you will regret~

Hahas.
just read my chatbox there~
saw kei yan's comment
ask me why don't want to update about my birthday celebration?
Lols.well,actually there's nothing to talk about also..
Its just normal outing.xD
My this year present was really special~
I've recieved alot of birthday kisses and wishes especially from the one I admire.
Thou is enough for my birthday~

Okay~
let's just go back to my outing @ sunway.
haha.
reached @ sunway around 11.30 am?
Mum fetched jacqueline from her house and we headed to sunway.
Met charity,weng yan(leng zai),weng yee and shin hwa.
Charity bought me starbucks LOL.(thanks!)
And then we jalan jalan...and we went to Asian Avenue..
took some pictures at the the the errrr,photoshop shop??hahah
x.x i don't know what is it called,
so yeah,
i kept telling jacqueline about
"Just imagine AC with us now,*laughs*
She was like =="'
We just walk the whole of sunway pyramid?
And then weng yan suggested us go makan @ papa rich..
LOL..

Din know it was so expensive.
total is rm 92 ++??=x
All of us AA ZAI punya..nobody belanja me TT
Me,weng yan & shin hwa wanted for karaoke so much
but charity's parents don't allow her to go for it.
I was kinda dissapointed with my 1st wishes but yet I can't leave charity behind right?
xD
So three of us plan for next outing..don't care d must go SING!!!
I was the last one who finish makan =D
Then in my mind kept thinking wish they were here with me..xD
*They = J.A.R*

Then we headed to arcade.
we played racing car LOL..
i think 3 rounds we played LOL..
fun man!!xD
then we jalan jalan sampai kaki pun sudah lenguh.
and you know what Jacqueline & Charity always ejek me & the GAY!
i was like oh shit...no way lahh..xD
I only LOYAL to my J okay???=P
Anyways,we went to all the gift shop..
all also couple stuffs!make me annoyed only..
sad sad..LOL
then we went back around 5 something..

and the stories end.
haha..

To those who are fans of Alvin C,pls tune on radio channel MY FM @ 7pm today.He'll be on air dunno for what?hahaha..LOLS..just tune in kay?=)

toodles~~

The Conclusion

2009-06-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

HE IS JUST SOOOOOOOO GAYYY!!!

(for guys)

Pink = Gay

he loves pink alot..

I hated when he asked Q and stared at you with a fierce look.

=="'

Yet,I I I *blush*hahahahah..

that's sad to hear that right?

Thank You Everyone!!

2009-06-29T19:53:00.002+08:00

Yo people,

Thanks for all the wishes and birthday present.xD
I kinda enjoy my birthday celebration @ sunway although not many people went.
But I am happy with all the birthday wishes from everywhere.
even unknown people who wish me.=)

Here are the name list who wish me :-

Justin O.

Alvin S.

Joevy C.

Johnathan K.

Sook Kuan

Jia En.

Kei Yan.

Charity F.

Yee Mun.

Sze Hui.

Lee Cheng.

Jacqueline O.

Wee Ching.

Wee Chien.

Ian C.

Ryuzaki W.

Tania.

Qai Ling

Catherine G.

Cheryl L.

Su Ann.

Shin Hwa.

Weng Yan.

Wisely L.(Ns)

Sean A.

Sok Yeng.

Wen Yuin.

Bernice S.

Zi-Lynn.

Samuel T.

Cyndee L.

Sharon Y.(aussie)

Chee Kit.

Wai Ken.

Daw Fang..(tulus hati xD)

Hui Ping.

Yee Ling.

Eason Jai.

Vindra.

Kar Seng.

Yoon Hee.

Ahbirami.

Yuit Ying.

Puteri Ainin.

Irfan.

Danielle.

Hsing Lim.

Hsiu Jiuan.

and others more =/
can't really remember who anymore..
one year older dy ma..=="'

Anyways,
Just wanna wish to my tution teacher,

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TEACHER!!!!

p/s :waiting for 45 tickets....ngek ngek xD

Because I'm stupid..

2009-06-27T22:03:00.002+08:00

Music is an outburst of the soul ♫

BLOG LINK CHANGED !!

종현 oppa,stay strong!

A♦B♦C♦D

샤이니♥♥

비스트-Oasis

Love is smiling on the inside and out.

Rumours

Trial =(

Love.

"334"

天使的力量

Bogoshipo, Dong Hae

I am Mister Nobody!!

Thank You Everyone :D

Happy 17th Birthday

U-KISS!!!!!!!*scream*

Sweet Potatoes or Hamburgers?

Twinkle Star

Jacqueline Ong!!See This!!!!

心の中で発芽 ♡

Omo , i'm seriously in ♡

Chingu,I'm back ♡

Last Kiss

또르르...**

Bengkel Peperiksaan BM SPM 2010

Geez!

I wish.....

그럼 곧, 동생 :(

Nothing is gonna change my love....

Even now,still unable to forget,,,,,,

Shout heartily towards the world......

Hou Fan Ahh!!!

Gong Hei Fatt Choi xD

What a Suffering Life?

Very busy at the moment

Doushite...

Dangsinege banhaetsseumnida :))

When it comes to loving you....

Happy New Year 2010!

Show Me Your Love

Missing you badly!

It's easy :))

Speak Up!

S.P.E.C.I.A.L :)

Happy Blast Birthdaee =)

Birthdaeeee Babies!!!

Good Luck SPM-mers

A song calling for you ~

Taggie :DD

Useless ><

Haptic!

I need a haircut!

Super Girl

R-E-L-A-X

Its raining season :(

AhnyungHaseyo <3

Biology.

...And I finally bought the book :)

I am so relieved!!!

I Hate Myself for being too lazy :(

MV outing

Slmat Hari Raye Aidilfitri!

Get Well Soon

090909 ;p

Same But Different.

Friends.

Why?

Not ready.

Birthday wishes.

Hand in Hand.

Having flu.

Cuo ai.

Birthday.

my life revolves around....

Feeling funky.

Cell Division.

July Test.

Kinda Dissapointed.

Countdown.

U-KISS!!!!!!!scream